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help a mentally ill trans man go to college despite his transphobic/abusive parents 

hi my name is johnny and I need help because the woman who birthed me wont sign the form to let the state pay for what is essentially everything.

first things first my mother is not above fucking over my future to get what she wants out of me/the situation. she hates that im trans and i have more proof of her hate if need be but alot of it is Alot lol so please just request it personally if u want to see it.

warning transphobia

the following conversation is between me and my mom it shows her viewpoint on me and me going to school:

and i went to my father hoping he would be willing to atleast talk to her and he had this shit to say:

i dont know how else to explain to him that the situation and the fact that my mother is wrong and i dont want to bc i know it would be a wasted effort. the man hasnt even been a constant in my life let alone my academic career.

here are the emails i received by the school bc they had to drop me since there was no financial aid info they could process (because of my mother lmao)

and heres the official government email about the uncompleted form:

she wont fill out her tax info or sign so guys I’m really really stuck here lmao.

I had to quit w the therapist I’m seeing bc she doesnt want to pay and wont give me my goddamn life insurance info on top of this. I cannot let her have this too I fucking refuse.

I didnt even originally want to go to college and I was forced to but now that I do my mom has decided to do everything she can to stop me. 

all in all my mom has kicked me out and is threatening to throw my things out if I dont go get them out of her house. i was visiting a friend in nyc for the summer and because of her I have to use what money I have to go home and pay to have my stuff sent back upstate, take a bus back up and put them into storage. Luckily I’ll have a place to stay in a week or so because my friend Monique is coming back from out of the country soon and shes willing to let me crash with her while I’m sorting out all the bullshit that’s been happening.

heres what i owe for the year:

i only need help with half of that for this semester which is 11,801.

i know im asking for alot of help but ive seen so many lgbt be helped by other lgbt and so im begging for any kind of donation. im going to try to see what can be done about fafsa and getting my mother off it but right now im suck and in a bad place.

if you can help please donate to here.

if you have any questions pls feel free to ask and please reblog this!! even just spreading the word helps!

thank you for your time

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Wattpad Story

Hey everyone! I'm starting a story on Wattpad that has zombiez and snuff. So if you want to check it out that'd be awesome!

LovelyGalaxy99 is my profile so you can fine me and check it out!

Anyway hope you enjoy it!

Buh Bai! 💙

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Thank you for the universe you created

Your mood affects the luck of everyone else in the universe. If you’re happy, people win the lottery, scientists find a cure for cancer, soldiers return from war. If you’re sad, volcanos erupt to destroy cities, bank robberies are rife, people lose their jobs and marriages. One day, you find out that an evil villain is manipulating your life to worsen your mood.

*ten minutes into watching the bootleg*

Father: Wait, so he already has a crush on the guy with the long hair?

Sister: He has a crush on the girl

Father: But they're gay

Me: THANK YOU!

It's the OhmWraith!!!

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Tom Holland does Rihanna’s “Umbrella” on Lip Sync Battle

I was here since the beginning, but the green screen was my favorite. Thank you Mark and Ethan!! 🖤

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