I Actually Do Think Individual Human Lives Are Unfathomably Valuable

i would rather hang out with 10 ex-republicans who realized the flaws in their beliefs and put effort into broadening their worldview and changing their ways than 1 twitter leftist who is comfortable suspending morality and empathy to get a dunk on someone they don’t like and i’m not even joking about that

i dont remember if u were active then but that time dream and punz played on saps hardcore world together and dream kept wanting to build his house where punz was? so sweet i havent stopped thinking about them, i need them back so bad im gonna throw up

WAIT I WAS FUCKING BUSY FOR THAT STERAM AND I NEVER WATCHED THE VOD oh this is gonna be an experience yall prepare yourselves cause my demons.. ough my demons

honestly think the whole need to make cdiscduo worse was weird as hell. all the weird dynamics you guys were trying to make canon with cdiscduo already existed with ccrimeboys. we already have someone manipulating and guilt tripping and making ctommy feel dependant and his name is cwilbur

prison podcast arc

Here's a few strange habits of mine that i think/have been told are c!dream reminiscent; feel free to include any in ur own head canons if you feel they fit ; v ;

Climbing trees!

Pesifically as high as i can get without the branches giving up on me, i used to do it just to prove i could catch myself when i was younger. Now i just like to sit in the tree tops, it makes me feel powerful for whatever reason. (was raised by cats so that might explain, same with perching on high surfaces in general)

Sleeping in odd places!

Like i physically can't fall asleep unless i am wedged between at lest two things. Always in small or hard to get to places, bonus points if i can camouflage myself. (Master of hide and go seek, i have won several times by straight up passing out in a physically implausible place)

Laying under bushes..

Strangest way i comfort myself is by finding a dark corner of the yard and just chilling in the moss. I call it corpse time, sounds mental but pretending like I'm rotting in the woods makes me feel useful somehow. (Got over my fear of bugs by doing this often when i was a kid)

Keeping a physical book on people...

(They know i do this and are okay w it btw)

Memory issues kick my ass but one way i circumvent this is by having a little notebook where i basically have a character page on all of my friends. I do this so i don't end up with a twisted perception of my favorite people, also to note down all the things they like because my love language is presenting offerings. (Started doing this after gaslighting myself one too many times, i note things down pretty clinically so i can assess people by their actions)

I am 100% convinced that dreblr is made up of a bunch of hard-shelled trilobites and we all just scuttle under a rock during each mass extinction and crawl back into the light once the fire's burned out.

It's Christmas and I'm thinking about how c!Dream spent literally every single Christmas completely scared out of his mind and tangled up in his plans. Christmas 2020 he was working on getting the disc from c!Skeppy and setting up the staged finale after telling c!Punz that the entire server was turning against him. Christmas 2021 he had just been broken out of prison and was either already back to hiding in the prison or desperately on the run to avoid getting caught by a server that wanted him dead. He might not have even realized that Christmas came and went until he noticed people taking down the decorations. There was seldom a moment of respite for c!Dream, and that's just so heartbreaking.

So, I rewatched the disc finale for an AU with one of my besties and noticed something.

So, Dream would not come down the elevator. So, Tommy threatened to kill himself if Dream didn’t come down.

Then, a few seconds pass. The elevator was not coming down and Dream was nowhere to be seen.

So, Tommy goes to step on the elevator platform to make a new deal.

But as he turned to everyone and checked his items (before he could say the new deal), there’s a certain someone you can see above his item menu.

This bastard.

This motherfucking green bastard.

It’s blurry but his skin is recognizable. It’s him.

Dream was already there before Tommy could say his new deal about telling him something he never told him.

That means that this bitch ran to the portal after Tommy said that he would kill himself if he didn’t go down.

He ran just to make sure that Tommy didn’t kill himself even though he knew that Tommy was going to try and kill him again.

I am SCREAMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!