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03.11.2022

Motivation is a tricky thing

It took me 4 weeks since college started to get back in the studying mood. I tried to stay on top of my work and, to be honest, i failed miserably. Recently i got the urge to study, i missed the feeling.

So, here I am, back again, wasting my time on Tumblr, because it makes me (in some weird way) more productive

reflections on my two weeks living in nyc again, feat. 192 books, a really cool bookstore i found in chelsea 💗 i'm still figuring out the trajectory of this blog but once i start work (tomorrow, eep!), this may just turn into a workblr or nyc "travel" tumblr??

21.01.25

I am so busy with exams and can't wait for the next two weeks to be over. Also a lot of big stressful things are coming up but I need to remember that they will pass just like all the other big stressful things did.

I had a lovely time with my friend D this weekend:

we went to a light & sound installation that was really impressive & fun,

had mala tang (I think I technically had mala ban?) for dinner,

tiny mock mojitos on my balcony before bed

and a delicious breakfast in my favourite café.

I'm now reading to bridge the gap between saying goodbye to D and meeting two friends for our museum sunday outing (museum sunday is a Thing in berlin and I love it).

we're going to see an exhibition on menstruation that's supposedly created with an intersectional feminist approach (which also means it uses trans inclusive language, very curious about that!)

I'm the kind of a person who adores walking in the rain and the scent of wet earth loves coffee, stays up late at night, doesn't meddle in others' affairs, laughs at the notion of love despite believing in it, and a friend of all and yet feels lonely, prefers to be absent but present rather than present but absent, doesn't know how to hate someone but good in the departure

New college, Oxford

| 10 june 2024 |

back at the library to continue on with my paper,, my dad gave me his headphones that he barely uses (they're like 6 years old). I just had to buy new ear coverings and they look almost new! I think I might put some stickers on it to make it look less gray 🤔

🎧 tumbao - goyo

you're getting distracted again. focus.

drink a cup of water, tie your hair up, pull on your comfiest clothes, get your desk clean and ready, print out past papers, set your notes out, turn your laptop on, turn off all distractions, take out your stationary, open your books, take a deep breath, and just start.

Day 81 ✍️

2024.5.23

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