My Toxic Trait Is That I Refuse To Wear The Clothes I Like Until I Deem Myself Skinny Enough

^180lbs my heaviest weight

^cw 145 lbs

Jus a little progress pic because i was feeling dysmorphic. still got about 20 pounds to lose

ultimate thinspo

Look at this bitch eating food again. Disgusting. Did you even do anything productive today? You don’t deserve to eat, fatass. You’re just wasting food. Come back when you’ve actually done something productive for once in your life.

How many times did you try to become small and failed? How many times you binged and told yourself that it‘ll never happen again?

Exactly. Million times. But you are stuck in that vicious circle, you will never make it.

Why don’t be consistent once? Just eat nothing when you don’t have to. Eat a small portion when you have to while avoiding other food completely. You will reach your goals fast af. Compensate the calories with a run. You know how to lose weight but your a lazy fuck. Get your life together and show a little self control. Be perfect, clean up your room, go for a walk, dont eat, plan your day. And stop the fucking excuses.

„Oh my family forces me to eat dinner with them“ fuck off with that shit. Say you feel sick or fucking eat sth with your family. And thats all. Nothing more. Small portion. Sports. Purge. Maybe prepare dinner for your family next time and say you‘ve already ate so much while cooking that you just don’t feel hungry anymore. They wont care anyways unless you’re super skinny. But guess what? That will never happen with your lazy fuck excuses mentality

me 🤍🤍

having an ed and not even being skinny is honestly so embarrassing

Basically me

the hunger goes away but the calories wont.

TW; meanspo

your friends probably look at you and thank god they don't have your disgusting, fat body. don't u want to prove them wrong? make their jaws drop by how thin you've gotten? so please hun, don't eat. its never worth it.

How many times did you try to become small and failed? How many times you binged and told yourself that it‘ll never happen again?

Exactly. Million times. But you are stuck in that vicious circle, you will never make it.

Why don’t be consistent once? Just eat nothing when you don’t have to. Eat a small portion when you have to while avoiding other food completely. You will reach your goals fast af. Compensate the calories with a run. You know how to lose weight but your a lazy fuck. Get your life together and show a little self control. Be perfect, clean up your room, go for a walk, dont eat, plan your day. And stop the fucking excuses.

„Oh my family forces me to eat dinner with them“ fuck off with that shit. Say you feel sick or fucking eat sth with your family. And thats all. Nothing more. Small portion. Sports. Purge. Maybe prepare dinner for your family next time and say you‘ve already ate so much while cooking that you just don’t feel hungry anymore. They wont care anyways unless you’re super skinny. But guess what? That will never happen with your lazy fuck excuses mentality