My 20 Reasons To Lose 100lbs By August.

What i wanna look like.

"i don't want to be the fat friend anymore."

How to RESIST and complete your fast 💖

1. Pick a pen to keep by your side during the whole day. Whenever you feel like you want to eat something, draw a little dot in your hand or wrists. Do it every time you have a craving. You'll see many dots and realize they mean every time you resisted. This may motivate you to resist some more.

2. Use your phone for good. When we fast its normal to feel weak and not being able to do many things. So, use your phone to play games, watch videos, see thinspo. BUT DON'T WATCH MUKBANGS!!!

3. Drink water. LOTS AND LOTS! It keeps you full and helps you lose weight.

4. Don't be sad about food. Please understand you're doing this to be happy and you'll be allowed to eat someday. Just for today, don't.

5. Get a glass of cold water and put some salt in. It helps to keep you strong.

6. Be patient. You're gonna look like a princess in 3 months. Believe in yourself, you are strong and food can't control you!

Someone wanna be ANA BUDDY?

To keep each other motivated

(No nudes)

DAY 1= your starts

CW: 138 lbs🤮 (63kg)

DAY 2= my height

5’4 (166cm)

I’d like to be taller but i kinda like my height.

Today i binged.

I am tired of this shit.

I am tired of being the fat ass bitch everyone make fun of.

Im gonna fast tomorrow

Meal log: 10 june

Breakfast: nothing

Lunch: nothing

Dinner: chicken and vegetables ( 156 kcal)

I’m lost. 

I want to work full time, but sitting in an office makes me lose my mind.

I want to feel better, but I don’t want to live.

I want to go to therapy, but I hate the way therapy makes me feel.

I want to speak out about mental illness, but I don’t want to talk about it.

I want someone to look after me, but I want to be completely independent.

I want to everyone to think I’m okay, but I want everyone to know how much pain I’m in.

I want to shout and scream from the top of my lungs, but I want to disappear.

I don’t want to be crazy, but I want to be different.

I want everyone to fuck off, but I’m terrified of being alone.

I want to be get good at looking after myself, but I don’t want to take time on it.

I want to stop drinking, but I want a drink.

I can’t.