Posts about my experiences with denial, hypnosis and other things I find interesting or hot.
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Who would have thought they could be so frustrating?
In the past particularity when Sir isn't around I'd avoid touching if certain thoughts came into my mind... A while ago I told Sir about this and he gave me the evil suggestion of when I thinking about some specific arousing things and it was safe to do so I wouldn't resist and start touching for a couple of minutes. It's so mean yet hot being so helpless at the same time.
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To be a good obedient submissive pet and for sir to use me.
This made me smile :)
@chibird
I know you're sleeping but I just came again. I was looking at tumblr porn and touching then I was thinking about the ways you could use me as your little whore. One of them included being made to pleasure you under the table. So I started sucking the vibe like the good little slut I am while touching and came with it in my mouth.
Even when it is not there, I see it. Even when it is not there, you feel it.
- A Dominant or submissive can be any gender
- A Dominant or submissive can be any body type
- A Dominant or submissive can be any age above legal age
- Male identifying submissives are not, by default, ‘sissies’
- Female identifying submissives are not, by default, ‘little girls’
- Just because you’re not a submissive doesn’t make you a Dominant
- Just because you’re not a Dominant doesn’t make you a submissive
- Switches exist, and they’re amazing.
- BDSM is full of nuance: there isn’t only one way to do it
- D/S does not have to be a 24/7, 365 day thing
- A D/s relationship does not necessarily have to include bondage, humiliation, impact play, water sports, lactation training, forced orgasms, or ANYTHING YOU DON’T WANT IT TO.
- Be the Dominant or submissive that is right for you, and find someone who thinks along the same vein. Never let someone make you feel you have to do something you’re not comfortable with.
It feels weird... It's definitely not a bad thing however I'm so used to having to get permission from Sir every other day of the week. I'm so conditioned to being his good little slut who needs permission for release and needs to be used.
Sir is using me as a good little fuck toy. He's covered me in arousal gel and having me feel through suggestion his cock going in and out. I'm trying to write this post with not much success as sir is talking in my ear and using me. I said this and he said "that's a shame, you'll just have to try a bit harder." I'm so horny and just want to be used by sir.
boiler
inspired by @beesandbombs @cmdrkitten and my cooking pot
top view version upside down version
Sir was very nice and let me cum this morning after edging. I was kind of yearning for it after last night he sent me to bed in a frenzied state without much relief.
I'm currently in a very horny and frustrated state . Sir covered me in hypno arousal gel quite thoroughly and said my arousal triggers multiple times.The gel is making me throb with arousal and need. I'm writhing desperate for release and whimpering in frustration. I'm feeling very submissive and hope sir let's me have release soon. He suggested this post could help persuade him...
After edging for 19 minutes the fate of morning release ended up being on a spinner. If it landed on 3 I was allowed to cum however if it landed on 5 I would just feel arousal gel covering me. Fortunately it did land on 3 and sir let me have release this morning!
Good indeed
On a call with Sir and he’s told me to post about how I feel. I feel very horny and submissive after he’s described to me in detail of how he would use me as his little obedient slut. I want him to tease me more and to have more pleasure.
Indeed it is.
(best I can tell from google image and tineye, this image is deliberately anonymous)
Nicole moaned in frustration as she tried again to cum, but it was no good. No matter how much of her vast porn collection she went through, how many sites she tried, ever since she’d been to that one site last week she hadn’t been able to get herself off without it. Tonight she’d sworn she would do it without the site, but after what felt like hours, she couldn’t take it anymore.
If she wanted to cum, she didn’t have a choice… What she did have was a bookmark, one she couldn’t bring herself to erase. She clicked it and went to the site.
This time there were no images or video of women playing with themselves or being fucked. Every time she visited the site, those images were fainter, the oddly twisting spiral in the background clearer. This time the spiral was everywhere.
A dialogue box popped up. “What do you want?” There were three radio selectors to choose from:
Beg
Obey
Cum
Below them was a button: Submit.
Three fingers plunging in and out of her dripping snatch, Nicole clicked “Cum” and then Submit.
She groaned as the popup disappeared for a second and then reappeared. Again she clicked Cum, then Submit while she desperately frigged herself, but nothing. She tried it again and again: Cum, Submit. Cum, Submit. Cum, Submit.
But she couldn’t. She was right on the edge, completely unable to stop, shaking with need… but she couldn’t get there without the site’s help.
Desperate, not knowing what else to try, she clicked one of the other options: Beg. She didn’t even have to click the button; the moment she clicked beg, the dialogue box vanished, and there was only the spiral with the single word “Beg” floating in the center.
She couldn’t think straight, couldn’t focus on anything but the screen in front of her and the waves of need cascading through her body. “Please…” she moaned. “Please let me cum… I need it so bad, I’ll do anything…”
The dialogue box appeared again, but this time “Beg” was grayed out. Eagerly, she clicked Cum and Submit.
Nothing.
She groaned… but she understood. She’d promised to do anything, hadn’t she? That could only mean one thing. She clicked Obey, and the box cleared. Her eyes widened as instructions appeared in the center of the spiral. Slowly, her thoughts wound to a stop. Her eyes dimmed, her face slackened, her mouth opened. Her entire body relaxed, except for the hand still eagerly working between her legs.
And then the box appeared again. “What do you want?” it asked, but there were no options, no choices, just a single button: Submit.
She clicked it. She submitted. She came.
And then she sat, watching the spiral, and waited to be picked up.
He said it would be interesting if I set one up as his pet so he could see what I share and post. So here I am searching smutty stuff and blogs that interest me. Definitely isn't making me horny after edging for 10 minutes this morning and being denied release... Hopefully he'll let me cum tonight.