Indeed It Is.

Daydreams

Who would have thought they could be so frustrating? 

In the past particularity when Sir isn't around I'd avoid touching if certain thoughts came into my mind... A while ago I told Sir about this and he gave me the evil suggestion of when I thinking about some specific arousing things and it was safe to do so I wouldn't resist and start touching for a couple of minutes. It's so mean yet hot being so helpless at the same time.

She tried to ignore the toes rubbing up and down her leg.. that suggestion that she would feel aroused at any touch by her neighbor was ridiculous. She only went along with the session to appease her so called party trick. Sure she had obeyed when she was told to strip down to her shoes but she was only just going along with it. She wasnt slipping to the pleasure... She could resist... She would stay in control... Nevermind a whimper just escaped her and she was told she wouldnt cum without her permission.

Pleasure

It feels so good to edge and touch and for sir to give me ppleasure. I feel so aroused and and sbmissive.

Gah... I mean thanks for that clarification >< lol

Denied

This morning Sir didn’t let me have release after my edges… Still feeling horny and dont think tumblr is the best place to be or is it? Denial is so frustrating yet can be so good.

I was lucky

After edging for 19 minutes the fate of morning release ended up being on a spinner. If it landed on 3 I was allowed to cum however if it landed on 5 I would just feel arousal gel covering me. Fortunately it did land on 3 and sir let me have release this morning!

Denied for a week

This morning sir asked if I'd like to try denial for a week which I agreed to. He said he wants to start making my releases rare so they are more of a reward... 

I've edged for a total of 15 minutes >< totally haven't been feeling horny...

The Screen Name of the Australian Accused Hypnotic Predator

is -TheWordsmith- (and variations). Here’s the original Fetlife writing about him - the accusation as I understand it is emotionally abusive, predatory acquisition of submissives, as well as other stuff. When I followed him on Fetlife, I got a long ranty message from him, which included this part:

the sole girl who complained about me was someone that he was interested in pursuing, is a known attention seeker with a long history of mental illness, and isessentially a jilted lover from several months ago, popping up to just on the MeToo Bandwagon.

I’ll leave that alone.

There’s a lot of red flags on his website, including a recommendation for the podcast of alt-right figure Jack Donovan, but this toxic nugget linked as The current Rules of my House would be enough to make him unwelcome at any North American event I’ve attended (or would attend):

Passion for Lifestyle - A slave will at all times express a deep and abiding disgust for the tenets of Feminism and Women’s Rights, and express that disgust vocally and loudly should the subject be raised. Men and good women are to be raised up and recognised as strong, dominant and guiding influences in the slave’s life.

This guy is organizing up a storm as far as hypnosis events in Melbourne, and  they probably have to work that out for themselves, but at least we can make him think twice about ever buying a plane ticket to a North American event.