Terrible-hated-demon

remember to pay attention to me btw. remember to pay attention and to be in love with me. btw. right now

bpd culture is jerking off thinking about killing them when they forget something important

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Bpd culture is clinging onto the ideas of celebrities or fictional characters for comfort that you can't get from anyone else in your life. It's these people/characters being the only thing keeping you alive because they can't hurt you, they can't hate you, because they don't even know you or don't even exist. It's finding comfort in the fact that they can never leave you because they aren't with you in the first place. It's this desperate attachment to ideas being the only stable "relationship" in your life

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i wish this anger would go somewhere else that isnt just myself or God forbid my fps im so angry im so constantly frustrated i hate i hate i hate and its so so so stupid i just want to Maul somnething and rip and tear it until its just cotton but i cant and i dont want that hate to be directed towards people i love even if my thoughts make me want to Yell Yell Yell so its just me im my own therapist i scream at myself i hate myself i want to bang m y head until it beleeds until i calm down and it just happens AgaiN AND AGAINand im so.

tired.

and none of the people i love will ever know, because it doesnt matter in the end, does it.

-🐊 (is it ok if you also tagged the previous post about finding out your fp has a partner with 🐊 ? i forgot to tag it in the moment)

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The bpd urge to just cut everyone off because they hate you and you hate them.

questioning borderline culture is wanting to tell everyone online that you killed yourself, then create a fake online alias, and join the same circles to see what they said and how much they care and what they really thought about me and if they're sad and if I ruined their life and-

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Bpd culture is having two playlists for whether you love them or hate them

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bpd culture is having a gut feeling that my life is going to prematurely end in suicide

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BPD culture is feeling too sad to eat :(

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I love pop rocks, can I have some more [x]