Tw Sui Ideations + Jealousy + A Lotta Self Hate

bpd culture is changing your entire personality and aesthetic based on a character you relate to or just some random person you thought was cool because you don’t know who the fuck you are

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thinking about how funny it is that you pay therapists and they can diagnose you with a cluster b personality disorder...literally giving you money and in exchange you're calling me manipulative orsomething...this is making me feel so pathetic wtf I paid you to degrade me *kills mys

BPD culture is seeing yourself/relating to horrible characters and people, and having others shame you for it despite the fact that you can't control that, and if you could you gladly would because you would much rather be able to fit in and have a normal amount of empathy and a good morality than relate to/sympathize with literal murderers

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the worlds first masochist narcissist has just interrupted bdsm roleplay after realizing they're actually really pissed off at the idea of someone else being in control

“no one’s ever mad at me unless they tell me so” is the best assumption i’ve ever made

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BPD culture is wanting to know who your fp is talking to and if they're talking about you, and if, god forbid, they are, what they're saying, at all times, because you're so scared they're secretly telling their friends how much they hate you.

And you also want to know when they go out and with who, so you don't have to find out from other people that they went out with mutual friends and didn't invite you, so you can stop feeling like they don't want you around.

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