Every Day

today 900 kcal

I eat for ca. 800 kcal.

It's okay... better than more than 900 kcal

Forever with you.... I love those moments with you...

Ich werde sie mal ausprobieren. Habe sie am Montag angefangen. Als wieder einstieg ist es vielleicht ein guter Anfang um mich dann wieder zu steigern. 

I am so tired. But I can't sleep and I've headeach... I hate it.

I want to follow every single one of you.

I was always a fat girl. Not really ugly, but fat. society mades me fell ugly. 

Selfharm was my hold. My life.I loved it. I thought it mades me strong.

I hate my weakness. My family, my relatives, my friends... All these people call me till today that I am fat, ugly, worthless. That make me hate myself. My fucking self. 

Why are people so cruel. Makes them to be happy?

for today max. 800 kcal I eat for 1200 kcal... I hate it... but I dont know why... I think, I eat to much cause I have headeach... I always eat if I had headeach...