suicidalbambi866

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(Not) funny stuff

There was a time I want so kill myself. Today I think I’m a Alien and want to go home

I was always a fat girl. Not really ugly, but fat. society mades me fell ugly. 

Selfharm was my hold. My life.I loved it. I thought it mades me strong.

I hate my weakness. My family, my relatives, my friends... All these people call me till today that I am fat, ugly, worthless. That make me hate myself. My fucking self. 

Why are people so cruel. Makes them to be happy?

O'Children - Nick Cave

best song Let me dream

I want to follow every single one of you.

every day

Always my life

I am so tired. But I can't sleep and I've headeach... I hate it.

Lunar Aurora Geisterschiff

I love Black Metal <3

today 900 kcal

I eat for ca. 800 kcal.

It's okay... better than more than 900 kcal

♫ Promise (Reprise)

Song: Promise (Reprise) Composer: Akira Yamaoka

Sooo sad... sooo beautiful... I love this Song... SH is the best game series I know

Ich werde sie mal ausprobieren. Habe sie am Montag angefangen. Als wieder einstieg ist es vielleicht ein guter Anfang um mich dann wieder zu steigern. 

for today max. 800 kcal I eat for 1200 kcal... I hate it... but I dont know why... I think, I eat to much cause I have headeach... I always eat if I had headeach...

Forever with you.... I love those moments with you...

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Even when I see my arms...

I want to do it over and over again...

and I want to do it deeper and deeper....

max 900 kcal today 786 kcal It's okay... but it's even to much!!!!