I Love All Of My Friends, But Sometimes I Want To Ignore Everyone And Hide Away Until I'm Skinny

My psychiatrist deadpan staring at me as I try to tell her why baking as a hobby means I don't have an eating disorder

whys ui so damn big on mobile!! im not that old yet!!

how hard is it to put your age on your blog

i finished my assignment 😼

school makes me want to fucking kill myself i hate school fuck this stupid rubbish fuck fuck fuck fuck i dont get told i had a fucking assement and now i have my last day of my extention to finish it fuck fuck fuck im going to fucking kill myself i wish i never was fucking alive

hunger sc4le

painfully hungry: hunger pains, dizzy, feeling ill

very hungry: could eat anything, might binge

mildly hungry: strong signs of hunger, a little dizzy

hungry: 1st signs, stomach growling

neutral: emtpy not hungry or full, content

comfortably satisfied: hunger has been satisfied

very satisfied: hunger has been satisfied a little too well, full

beyond satisfied: starting to feel sick but manageable

uncomfortably over stuffed: feelings of guilt, heavy feeling, a bit nauseous, food coma

extremely stuffed: could throw up, bloated, feels heavy, sluggish, can't look at food

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This is the hunger scale, knowing this can hep you read your body. I personally try to stay 3-6. This helps keep me with my from b1ng1ng/ overe4ting.

keepingn track of your feelings and emotions before and after you e4t is also helpful, so you can find patterns in your eating behaviors like:

(before) am i actually hungry?

(before) what is my hunger scale?

(before) am i sad?

(before) am i stressed?

(before) am i happy?

(before) am i angry?

(after) how much did i eat?

(after) what is my hunger scale now?

(after) how do i feell now?

stay safe loves xox

yes, one cookie wont make you gain, but will it make you skinny?

☆mY f4v3 tH1n5p0!!☆

parents are going away next week, ill have the house all to myself…

im not gonna fast bc im still getting back into the swing of things but! im going to try working back towards doing more OMADs and stuff, and cutting out sweet stuff entirely. i may include updates on here, although i already use MF.P, lose it, and a bunch of journals for logging my stuff… idk

bit worried that ill have to celebrate a holiday in my country soon with my family, because my family insist on celebrating it, but im thinking ill just say i wont participate for moral reasons. (usually this holiday we have a big lunch/barbecue)

Met an alternative guy thats skinner than me, 12 dead, 1000000 wounded, more at 7.