I Finished My Assignment 😼

I DON’T WANT LOOK LIKE A CLEAN GIRL I WANNA WANT LIKE A CORPSE!! I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A SICKLY VAMPIRE. I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A 90S ROCK STAR WITH MASCARA RUNNING DOWN MY FACE! I LOVE LOOKING HALF DEAD AND ROTTED.

you feel s1ck for a reason. you feel t1red for a reason. you feel dis0riented for a reason. you feel l1ght for a reason. your st0mach is making n0ises for a reason. you are hxngry for a reason.

the reason: …it’s working.

how i l0st 10 lbs in a week!!

i st4rved myself...........

yes! i’m spiraling deeper! for some reason it makes me think that by getting worse i will magically get better ???? i’m stupid

to sit on people's laps without crushing them

to be picked up when i hug people

so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore

so people don't use me as a pillow

to climb trees again

to worry people

to wear tank tops without hating myself

to feel clean and in control

to be carried easily

to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes

to see my bones

to be skinny like i was when i was a kid

to actually do something right for once

I was drawing myself in tim burton style last night, i genuinely felt so upset by it cause it had me with insane proportions it was hard to keep drawing. I want to get worse some days and it sucks that im like this. my meal options keep getting smaller, and family discussions about my diet are becoming a weekly event. i cant wait to get out of here :(

if talking shit burnt calories I would be the next eugenia cooney

new layout cause the old one was mid and a year old el oh el

☆ I need more 18+ 3dblr moots ☆

Reblog to be moots <333