For fun:
-hnarglebarg
-heedlyhoodly
-sneepsnop
-weyll flip my flapjacks!
-keskeh keskeh keskeseh
-binglebongledingledongleswingleswongle fo-fingle-fo-fongle
-kekekekekkekeekkekeke
Calling someones attention to something or to my presence:
-heehoo
-eh!
-hm!
-ezqueedly me
Expression of discomfort:
-mmmMMMM đĄ
-*big sigh of chest hurts from anxiety*
-*narrating everything Iâm doing with lots of âumâ and âok, uh,â etc*
-*musical fake laughter*
-I contain multitudes
-whatâs your favorite day of the month?
Sounds of âI want something from youâ usually accompanied by gestures:
-M!
-N!
-Eh!
-*name of person said dramatically*
Notes: I am not a child I just struggle with word finding and formulating my thoughts, especially when Iâm struggling with my senses.
Most of the people I spend a significant amount of time with start using some of my stims and odd forms of communication. I often donât need to do anything other than hum the correct intonation of a phrase to get my point across.
If you donât know why I would say random things when stressed, its a combo of when I was figuring out (and making fun of) small talk combined with âI need something to leave my body and rn itâs gonna be wordsâ
I am screaming a lot on the inside and a little on the outside
- mattress on the highway got ran over by a semi. It went under, the semi waddled, the mattress bunched up, then ejected out the other end like a frog. No one was injured.
- âsawâ (heard) a boom as a car passed us on a two way. Looking behind, the car was sideways and smoking. We were not hit and did not hit. We assumed a tire blew or something.
- 3 separate 2 car accidents on the same stretch of highway, separated by like a mile each
- Like 17 broken apart black baby dolls on the road. All different brands and not even slightly in one piece?? I have so many questions????
- A deer ran into us. Into the side of our car.
- A gas price that started with a $1.
- A car with red headlights. Or maybe flipped rear and front lights. Or maybe it was somehow driving backwards on the highwayâŚ
- A dude on a bicycle that was also a light-up unicorn. It reminded me of that scene in merry poppies with the carousel race.
Made butter mochi without butter today. Another day living on the edge
So anyway a nurse made me cry today
Droplets splatter on the glass
Shining surreal green
Silent shadows wander past
Caught up in a dream
Glitter swirls of lively light
Play upon the walls
Dancing with the darkened night
It chases through the halls
Water ripples with delight
And all the lilies beam
All are pleased to reunite
in this pleasant dream.
Pssst⌠krowrok
To all my fellow verbal stimmers,
Yâall ever have to have the awkward convo with a new person like
Me: stimming
Person: whatâd you say?
Me: ah⌠I was⌠just making random noise đ
To everyone who says âyou need to find a place to keep your things so you wonât lose them and keep them there every timeâ:
Bold of you to assume I am aware of setting something down.
I hold things and then they disappear into the abyss.