late millennial. multishipper reader. exclusively blackinnon writer (atm). sp/en.
222 posts
i need all of you to see my vision here.
florence pugh playing yelena romanoff with her russian accent gives so much vibes of dark!marlene.
Sirius x Marlene(Blackinnon)sexually suggestive themes throughout
Theyâre totally best friends, conjoined at the hip, never seeing each other as anything more, until Sirius comes out. She spends a lot of time with the girls, and now that theyâre out of school, she feels a lot freer to be herself and explore femininity.
She spends a fuck tonne of time with Mary, because Mary is the makeup and fashion lover of the group, and really helps Sirius find something that fits.
Theyâre going to a club one night, their whole group, to a queer club, and Sirius wants to go all out. Marlene puts on her suit jacket, just a bra underneath, smokey eye, chunky boots, feeling very hot and very gay.
Mary and Lily help get Sirius all dolled up, doing her makeup and making her try on all their dresses, and Marlene simply gets to watch and judge.
She ends up in a sparkly number, a pretty dark periwinkle that's pretty short, spaghetti straps that lace up at the back, so her entire back tattoo is exposed as well, just how she wanted since it was new. The girls put her in a very dark lip, a burgundy sort of colour, with silver shadow fading into a shimmery blue, then smoked out with black. Her hair is down with luscious waves and a couple of cute pins in it so it looks like pearls are in her hair. To top it all off, sheâs putting on a pair of platform boots, which make her 6â5, and intimidating as fuck.
Marlene thinks she looks hot, because she does look hot, but itâs not in the same way she thinks Mary or Lily look hot. No sheâs like, attracted to Sirius, which is odd.
They go to the club and are having an amazing time, dancing, drinking, whatever the fuck. Marlene's glad she picked her tall boots because dancing with Sirius would give her even more of a neck ache if she were any shorter.
And Sirius is⌠she knows how to move her hips, that's for sure. Tattooed arms moving up above her head as she dances, sometimes pressing into Marlene, and itâs hot in here. Itâs so fucking hot in here.
And it doesnât help that Sirius set a goal for all the single people to try and get a hookup - or at least a kiss - tonight, because she wanted to get with someone as a woman for the first time, but is nervous about doing it alone. And so here Marlene is, thinking about that. Thinking about Sirius getting all shy and flirting with someone, and letting them take her home for the night, and now sheâs getting even hotter under the collar.
She goes to get them drinks, then comes back to find Sirius dancing with James. Theyâre having a laugh, holding each other close and grinding on each other a bit. And Marlene's jealous. Sheâs asking herself why the fuck Sirius picked that best friend to proper grind on rather than Marlene, even though it obviously means nothing, but like, one horny dance with Sirius might quench her thirst enough to not do something weird.
Sirius stops dancing with James the moment she spots Marlene and rushes to her to grab a drink, she drags Marlene back over and her and James are laughing about the good dance they just had. James makes a joke about getting at least a little bit of action since all the blokes seem to be taken tonight, and has yet to find someone else interested in men.
Sirius getsâ flirted with a few times, but the people either aren't her type, or she gets weird and flustered and runs away, complaining to Marlene about it. In the end, they end up home without having had a hookup, and Marlene is a little grateful for it.
Theyâre lying in bed together, having plopped down on the soft mattress the moment they got into James and Siriusâ apartment (James is getting busy with some pretty person in the next room), and theyâre chatting about their night. Sirius is feeling euphoric, which makes Marlene really happy.
âI just⌠I wanted to hook up with someone tonight, you know?â She sighed, chewing on a silver painted nail, âI just⌠I know itâs probably stupid, but I think itâs just the last step Iâd like to take with all this⌠like, other than the medical stuff. Iâd just like to have sex with someone- or not even sex, just something with someone and feel like a girl doing it. You know, everyone Iâve been with have fucked me as a guy and itâs always been so shit and awful, and Iâd like to feel good. You know? It will make me feel good. There was one guy, tonight, who was really hot but⌠he kinda gave me the impression that I might get misgendered, so-â
âEw.â Marlene grimaced.
âYeah.â Sirius shrugged, looking over at Marlene, âJames said heâd fuck me, you know, if I didnât find someone. I thought he was joking at first, but he wasnât. He said heâd make sure I had a good time, and would call me all pretty things, which is nice.â She laughed, âWhen he started getting it on with that person he almost rejected them since I didnât find someone, but I didnât want him to not get a fuck he actually wanted for my sake.â
âYou would have fucked him? Your best friend?â Marlene gasped.
âYeah?â She giggled, looking up at the roof, âI mean, no denying heâs fucking fit, Marlene. Look at him. And Iâve seen him naked- hung.â
Marlene laughed and looked back up at the ceiling too, âI mean, sure, I guess. I donât know, Iâm a fucking lesbian.â
âYeah.â Sirius said, âI know he wouldnât make it awkward⌠and I actually feel comfortable and trust him, you know? Iâd rather fuck someone I know would treat me correctly and have it be a bit awkward for a week after, than end up with some weirdo who calls me handsome or something, you know?â
âI suppose⌠yeah, I get it.â
âI could ask Remus.â Sirius shrugged, âHeâs a whore- donât know if he likes girls or not, actually, but, if he did, heâd⌠nah, wait, I think he doesnât like girls⌠Petes taken- Do you think Mary or Lily would fuck me?â
Marlene's eyes widened and she looked over at her slowly, âAre you serious?â
âYes, I am, darling.â She grinned, devilish, âAnd, I donât know⌠Maybe. Theyâre pretty- god, girls are all so pretty. Do they have something going on? They were kind ofâŚâ
âYeah, Iâm waiting to see how long it takes them to fuck. Reckon theyâre doing it tonight. Iâll probably get a text before morning from both of them saying theyâve got something crazy to tell me.â
Sirius giggled, âSo theyâre off the table then. Fuck.â
âWhy do you wanna do it so bad?â Marlene asked.
âI donât know, itâs stupid, I know.â She sighed, âBut⌠I just⌠I want to feel sexy, okay? Is that such a crime? I feel pretty, and hot, and gorgeous, and beautiful, but I don't feel sexy. I want to be sexy- I want someone to think Iâm a sexy woman and fuck me about it-â
âI think youâre sexy.â Marlene said, and immediately went red afterwards.
âWhat?â Sirius asked, looking at Marlene with alarm.
âI didnât mean to say that, but- fuck, sure, alright, Iâll bite.â She mumbled, rolling onto her side to face Sirius, âUh, yeah, itâs weird. You put on that dress tonight and I thought, shit, sheâs hot, and those boots? Bloody hell, youâre so tall, and you dance like fucking sin, and your makeup looks amazing, and Iâm so fucking attracted to you right now I felt my fucking boxers getting damp in the club-â
Sirius had kissed her, rolling them over until she was straddling marlene.
âW- Sirius, is this a bad idea?â She asked.
âI donât care.â Sirius breathed, âYou think Iâm sexy, I want-â
âYeah, but⌠I donât know if-â
âPlease.â Sirius muttered, âFuck, I donât even care if it fucks things up, Marlene. I want you- youâre so⌠for a while now. I fucking fancy you, okay? I donât care if you donât feel the same, just fuck me and⌠and⌠tomorrow.â
âThis is stupid.â Marlene muttered, pulling Sirius down to kiss again, âWe should talk about it-â
âTomorrow.â Sirius said, muffled by her lips, âPlease, I want you so bad, Marlene, Iâm going insane.â
âYeah- fuck, yeah, alright.â She whispered, tucking hair behind Siriusâ ear, âYouâre so fucking pretty- take this off?â
Sirius blushed bright fucking red, Marlene had never seen her so shy. She thinks, maybe, sheâs actually already succeeded in making Sirius feel like a sexy woman. But fuck if she isnât going to make her feel like the sexiest woman alive. And then tomorrow, she thinks sheâll take Sirius out, on a real proper date, because Marlene is chivalrous and doesnât fuck without a date.
Plus, her best friend is cute as hell and kinda exactly her type.Â
Part 2 (pure smut so 18+ only please)
I love how this used to be like a massive ship in the fandom before ATYD i think and now theyâre both just so fucking gay. The thought of these two being a massive ship is insane to me, such an odd thought, but Iâm gonna think about it today. Specifically trans fem Sirius because I fucking love her with my whole heart, and also Marlene is THE lesbian, okay. She aint like men.
D'you ever think Sirius and Lily would gang up with each other and take the piss out of James?
I think they did. I think they did it all the time, and were fucking hilarious.
Wizards!
i watched baby girl last night and this scene has me thinking about blackinnon foreplay ever since đ
updates:
- two new chapters up on âlike a bludger to the heartâ
- third chapter of âstrangersâ posted last night
- currently working my way on the next chapter of âmarauders: the untold storyâ and âa travĂŠs de los aĂąosâ
i had to suffer through hazel hayesâs book âout of loveâ (which i highly recommend reading by the way, bring tissues) so obviously had to make it blackinnon so we could all suffer together đ
a blackinnon story told in reverse: from the heart achingly lost of her life to the very beginning when they started to fell in love.
bonus points if near her death they closer to breaking up o they were already apart.
omg wasn't expecting this đ
my fluff cooks very slowly so you've been warned.
Lily, James, Sirius, and Marlene
Should I make one for the othersđ?
Changed the shoes @skelteroid you owe me fluff<3
Part 1
now we're talking! i mean, if you want sporty she kinda gives surfer girls vibes, so she will be serving australian realness and going barefoot EVERYWHERE not just the beach (and at some point ends up wearing sirius' shoes)
a blackinnon story told in reverse: from the heart achingly lost of her life to the very beginning when they started to fell in love.
bonus points if near her death they closer to breaking up o they were already apart.
ITâS THE BEEEEEST OF BOTH WORLDS đśđđźââď¸
pls donât jump, we need fluffy blackinnon so bad, but you can consider it pay back for giving marlene those horrid new balance, no way, no how she wore those, you cruel cruel human.
a blackinnon story told in reverse: from the heart achingly lost of her life to the very beginning when they started to fell in love.
bonus points if near her death they closer to breaking up o they were already apart.
shut up you canât hate me, iâm like gossip girl: your one and only (not anymore) source of angsty blackinnon.
a blackinnon story told in reverse: from the heart achingly lost of her life to the very beginning when they started to fell in love.
bonus points if near her death they closer to breaking up o they were already apart.
a blackinnon story told in reverse: from the heart achingly lost of her life to the very beginning when they started to fell in love.
bonus points if near her death they closer to breaking up o they were already apart.
Narcissa stands out as one of the most attractive women to me. I love her quiet strength so much. Sharp and refined features, I don't care if she's the blonde and icy blue eyes cliche, it's her aristocrat beauty. She has a calm, steady gaze, one that would never beg for attention but commands it all the same. Also I love how she holds herself, she is elegant without trying to be, her posture is straight, her movements smooth, even under pressure she doesn't fall apart. She chooses her actions with precision, especially in moments that matter most, and her decision to protect her son at all costs gives her a kind of strength that adds to her appeal. It shows she is more than looks. I might be just mindlessly saying, but Narcissa's entire beauty and actions lies in her restraint. She doesn't seek the spotlight but she leaves an impression. She's cold and composed, sometimes ignored, cast aside, but internally she's raw fire, her loyalty, her love towards what truly matters and her choices. She's one of the most compelling women in the story
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Bellatrix is ââthe kind of person who, if she loves you, protects you from everything, but if she hates you, she tries every way to destroy you.
pov: youâre harry being born to a bunch of 21 year olds
their thoughts and doodles below the cut <3
speaking ofâŚ
(see here to understand)
just imagining durmstrang!sirius and slytherin!marlene dueling after he finds out sheâs responsible for his brotherâs death and marlene thinking he is a fully turned death eather uffâŚ
them thinking they dueling but actually they taking their grief out on each other? đŽâđ¨
florence pugh playing yelena romanoff with her russian accent gives so much vibes of dark!marlene.
(10 lines from the middle of 10 fics & tagging 10 people) this looked like fun and got tagged by @astracoreiisblog. i don't have 10 works and at least half of them on ao3 are the translated versions of some of them, but still.
Like a bludger to the heart
âShouldn't you be up in the tower celebrating with everyone else? âShe asked, hiding her surprise at seeing him there in front of her. âWhat a curious thing, McKinnon âSirius took a step closerâ, I was about to ask you the same thing. McDonald and Evans are worried, they haven't seen you all night. âA light breeze moved the cloud that covered the moon and its faint waning light reflected off Sirius's profile, his angular features becoming more prominent as he took a drag on his cigarette. âI'm surprised you noticed. âShe returned her gaze to the surface of the lake, determined to ignore her interlocutor. Sirius said nothing, but he didn't move either. âHave you nothing better to do? Surely you didn't sneak away from the castle, from your own party, to keep me company âshe added after a few minutes of silence. âWould it surprise you to know that I came here for that very reason? âMarlene couldn't help turning her head sharply, but Sirius had finished his cigarette and stood with his head down, stubbing out the butt on the sole of his boot. âDo you have another cigarette? âshe asked back, because it was easier to pretend it was a complete coincidence that Sirius was there.
Strangers
She still remembered how she had felt when she had finally decided to leave the party on her own, hours before Sirius. The way she had, for the first and last time, felt intimidated by the way the rest of the women had looked at him or tried to get close to him. Maybe it had more to do with her, with that feeling of having become invisible lately, as if she had completely lost her purpose in life. Perhaps it was a projection of her own insecurities to imagine that Sirius had lost interest in her. Whatever it was, as he accompanied her to the street to wait for the uber that would take her back home and he approached her, his flannel tied at the waist and his shirt untucked around his neck, from where minutes earlier Marlene had grabbed him to plant a kiss on his lips, trying to convince herself that it was her imagination that Sirius would rather she hadn't accompanied them that night, the words âI think we should break upâ had been there, on the tip of her tongue, but she hadn't been brave enough to utter them. Instead, she got into the vehicle when it finally arrived and left with the agonising feeling that she had lost something that night, although she wasn't sure exactly what it was.
One to many nights stands
For a week, he left her tiptoe her way around the flat, flailing for something to do, to make it less obvious she was delaying until he offered her to stay. It was completely ludicrous to him that Marlene needed to be invited, but she always insisted on making everything unnecessarily complicated. She always complained he often oversimplified things. That was exactly the reason why they never managed to be a thing, a couple, an institution, and instead they were always half of something, driving everyone around them mad, themselves included. Sometimes, though, they met somewhere in the middle. That night, Sirius couldnât keep acting like they repelled each other. Early in the morning they all have been caught in the fray of battle. It had caught them unexpectedly, neither were on duty, much less a mission. And yet they barely made it out unscathed. That was why they had reunited in his flat, too much on edge to depart from one another so soon. James and Lily finally decided to leave and took Remus with them. Peter had fled to his parents house through floo. Sirius felt Marleneâs body trembling under his hands, placed carefully on her hips, and saw the same hunger in her eyes that was pleading from his insides.Â
Marauders: The Untold Story
When I pitched the idea to my editor to write an article on Marauders, my sole purpose was to have a professional excuse to dig into a music scene that interested me and earn a paycheck in the process. It was always clear to me that in the end I would end up writing a short piece, a general overview of their history. Even when I ventured to contact James Potter, the only former member of the band known to be open to continuing to engage with the media, after encountering all the news and speculation about the last few months of their tour, I was prepared to get the same statement they made in November 1981 when they made the band's abrupt dissolution official, though deep down I wished he would go off script and give me even a single quote that I could use to tell the public something new. What I wasn't expecting was that he was not only willing to answer each and every one of my questions, but also to put me in contact with other former members, and end up discovering a completely unknown side of the band. And that's exactly what happened.
Through the Years: A Blackinnon History
[This is only out in spanish but still.]
She didn't even need an answer to realise that he had probably been playing pranks with James Potter in the corridors, as they had been doing for the past three weeks, and now he needed somewhere to hide for a few minutes. "I'm just avoiding Filch, I wasn't trying to annoy you," Sirius replied defensively, holding up his hands to show his palms in a sign of peace. Marlene felt something in her chest loosen, her envy temporarily assuaged by the conciliatory gesture, but then she tensed again when Sirius insisted. "But seriously, what the hell are you doing here alone?" Marlene wasn't about to explain that she couldn't study in the common room, or in her own room, because she was avoiding her classmates. Or that she couldn't study in the library and risk Finnean seeing her sitting at a table by herself. Much less was she going to explain to him why that was the case. "Minding my own business instead of meddling in someone elseâs," she replied irritably and pointed her wand at the largest book in her collection, the History of Magic. Sirius's eyes widened as he realised what was happening and he managed to duck out the door before the book slammed against it where his head had previously been.
I honestly doubt I can manage to tag 10 people since a lot of them have been already tagged and other authors I enjoy I haven't manage to find lol
i fried my brain so hard that i almost called my dog sirius. got as far as sir-
suddenly iâm fifteen again, i have no responsibilities, iâm diving in the blackinnon tag in ao3 and tumblr, that community is active again, life is good.
Lilys feelings realization pt 3 per @spillthebea comments on pt 2
Second chapter is up here.
Summary Marlene is a woman on a mission: to completely forget that Sirius Black ever touched her body (and her heart).
Read english version here y espaĂąol aquĂ.
This is the original idea if you're interested.
(Honestly is @siriuslyablack fault that I decided to post this mini-fic.)
happy to serve the blackinnon nation 𫡠and to have found @astracoreiisblog along the way đ¤
Was looking at the blackinnon tag all day and just wanted to say that I and @skelteroid were carrying blackinnon 2025đđđ
Do you ever think about the fact that Sirius wanted to die for James? He wanted to be the Potters' secret keeper. He knew what would happen if he was and Voldemort found him. He INTENDED to die for James and his family. Sirius saw no future for himself. His happy ending was dying for James and Lily and Harry, granting them safety, and he was robbed even of that.
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durmstrang!sirius and slytherin!marlene | dark!blackinnon au
walburga senses, as most mothers often do, that hogwarts may not be the right place for sirius after all, so before his letter arrives at 11, she ensures his place at durmstrang is secured. he is a black, so thatâs easy enough. and while sirius is our fully rebellious teenager that we know and love and doesnât exactly fit within the black family standards, he canât quite deny that heâs having a bit of fun learning a few new tricks in his heavily dark arts oriented school.
on the other side, we have a completely surprised marlene after being sorted into slytherin. and yet she canât quite complain. the views from under the lake are stunning and thereâs a lot of comfort surrounding her in her new house. and she canât exactly claim she doesnât fit in either because after all, not only his father is head of a department in the ministry, but the mckinnons are a well respected pureblood family even if theyâre not considered rich enough to commune with the highest wizarding families.
both sirius and marlene are surrounded by people talking day and night about the dark lord and his promises to build a new world and how he will reward his most loyal followers. neither are particularly interested in it and, at this point, theyâre both safe enough for them and their families to not being at risk.
also yes, theyâre both know each other, seeing as marlene is the daughter of an important figure in the ministry and the blackâs business often times coincides within the realm of the ministry, they were the type of kids who tag along their parents from time to time and they were left to socialize. they got along well enough, to the point marlene had been disappointed when certain heir didnât joined her in hogwarts.
now letâs cut to after graduation shall we?
sirius ends up joining the death eaters because he feels someone has to look after his idiot brother before he manages to get himself killed.
marlene doesnât join the order given her acquaintances in hogwarts, thinking she might not be able to keep it a secret and believes her family is safe as long they donât say anything against the new world order that is expected to take over.
except his father ends up using his position in the ministry to his advantage thinking he might have a chance to impact change for good and death eathers find his involvement with the order. they not only set out to kill him, but as a precaution they kill all of his family with the exception of marlene.
marlene has two choices: either join the order and help them win the war or set out to plot revenge for her family on her own. she chooses the latter.
now, in this au regulus tells his findings about the dark lord to sirius and doesnât die in that cave. but that doesnât mean heâs saved.
sirius now holds the power to take down voldemort once and for all and because he heard what happened to the mckinnons, set to reach out to marlene playing a bit of double agent himself.
trouble is marlene has found the death eaters headquarters and manages to bring the whole building to the ground all on her own.
now, any guesses whoâs little brother was inside that building at the time of the explosion?
thatâs right: regulus black.
whatâs sirius to do now? especially since marlene is showing no remorse for her actions, claiming it was regulus choice to join the death eaters in the first place, knowing damn well the risks.
iâm gonna go ahead and say it:
durmstrang!sirius and slytherin!marlene
i mightâve landed in my very own dark!blackinnon au.
i mightâve landed in my very own dark!blackinnon au.
also, @astracoreiisblog made a community for blackinnon shippers, link here if you want to join.
Summary Marlene is a woman on a mission: to completely forget that Sirius Black ever touched her body (and her heart).
Read here.
This is the original idea if you're interested.
(Honestly is @siriuslyablack fault that I decided to post this mini-fic.)