A Selfie For Every Month Of 2024. This Is The Most I Have Dressed Up In 4 Years, It Was So Fun To Mismatch
A selfie for every month of 2024. This is the most I have dressed up in 4 years, it was so fun to mismatch things and have an outfit come together. I can't say I have a real distinct style, well one that I can tell. I mostly dress in whatever fit my body or I find comfy lmao.
It's interesting to see all the pictures together, i can tell what part of the year i was struggling the most lmao which was the middle, lmao at my hat run, my face dysmorphia was real(it was mostly hair issues). I struggled with my body too, and trying to make clothes fit in general ugh it was so annoying. I constantly kept feeling out of body, like this is not the body I am use to. But still trying to dress her up and cherish her lmao, the more I felt out of body the more i wanted to love her, does that make sense lmao.
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I've been trying to stay off of social media so I can focus on other things. So last night I logged out and stayed off. But afterward I just sat in my seat thinking about having a better future. Then I got really sad like, this is my life, why is it so horrible. Why aren’t I fixing it. I always get these feeling out of the blue, but usually its like once a year. But lately it’s been every couple of months.
Then I realized that doom scrolling literally distracts me from my sadness lmao. Cause I am not usually like this, usually I’m on twitter looking for something to make me laugh or yt.
But when I logged off, I sat in silence wondering what to do next. My options were to either go to bed or continue sitting there.
I convinced myself to read Dungeon Meshi. I’m on book 11. It was a hard read honestly. Maybe it was because of the state of my emotion but I was not having a fun time reading it, and I like reading conflict.
But I got to this page in the book where Marcille is expressing how she didn’t have any good memories in the dungeon and if only she had given up, she wouldn’t have to suffer through the bad experiences. But in the next page she says there’s no way I could just give up.
And wow….I felt that lol. I feel like I feel it almost everyday.
I don’t want to get into details about it because I am emotionally drained right now.
I just wanted to remember these pages, and express some love for Dungeon Meshi. Lmao I never thought I would come to love it so much. A series I would have never picked up by myself probably because I am super picky lol. I want to get all the books so I can reread it and relish all the amazing line work and compositions.
This part felt so real. I can feel the love and care Marcille has for her comrades. That shes drops all her resolve and standards to protect her friends and they do the same for her. Seeing the Dungeon Meshi crew take care of each other makes me so jealous sometimes but it’s also so sweet. I can feel the love, it oozes.
PONYO 「崖の上のポニョ」 (2008), dir. Hayao Miyazaki
I found out that the book store was having a buy two get one free, so I got like 6 lmao
The cruelty of racist white men.
I came to the realization that Heather looks just like Piers, and that is why I can't stop staring at her lmao. I had to play with their hair the straight wasn't working for me.
The duchess handing Michelle a bag: Here. This is what I was going to wear for our honeymoon.
Michelle looks inside the bag: Theres nothing in this bag but lipgloss?
The duchess: Exactly.
The duchess: Suffer.
it's all coming together
I'm glad this week is over
THANK YOU TORIYAMA SENSEI!!!!
june 6, 2019
