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Felt✨

parents will b like “why don’t you love me. do you know how much energy it took to traumatize you”

i’m always feeling so much sadness these days.

my happy dreams are falling apart and taking me too.

seems as though even happiness needs company.

i don’t want to go yet.

i know one day i will not have a choice.

source

it doesn’t matter if you are maintaining, at least you are trying. If you give up you will lose everything and you will gain everything back

When I say “please don’t take a picture of me” it’s not because I’m being bitchy and stubborn, it’s because if I see that picture I will seriously feel so bad about myself and think I am the ugliest thing on earth and sink a little deeper into self consciousness and hatred.

My blog is for:

Coping with my mental stuff

Getting my disordered thoughts out of me and not letting them eat me up inside

Seeing other ppl with similar issues to not feel so alone, possibly making friends with them so they don’t feel so alone

Making me not feel so crappy

My blog isn’t for:

× For promoting mental disorders

× Promoting self harm

× Putting others down

× Telling others to do what I do

I want my gay rights now! - Marsha P. Johnson (NYC Pride Parade, 1973)