My aesthetic says Goth. But how I act is totally different. I look and sound intimidating as fuck but I'm not unless I need to be.
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You astonish me
Every day since day one
From your different emotions
To how you carry yourself
Your genius would alarm me
When we first met
And I am still in awe when it reaccures
Because you are so amazing
You restored my faith in the good things in this world
Like flowers and baking
And you made me see things in a new light
Making me smile every time you have stars in your eyes
You colour me enlightened
You make me weak in the knees
You are beyond the expectations
I set for myself.
You remind me what possible feels like
When I thought things were impossible
You're the best thing that has ever happened to me
You complete me
You are breathtaking and beautiful
You are dazzling and divine
You're exceptional and exquisite
And don't forget it, lover of mine.
My heart calls for you
And I listen
Answering
And embracing it fully
I would do anything to make you smile
And keep you smiling
No matter what I have to do
I will keep you smiling
I love how you make me feel
Even if we aren't near eachother
Or in the same building
I'm yours
You are my favourite distraction
That pulls me away from my work
You’re my dream come true
And I hope I'm yours
And those times when I call you just to hear your voice
I have to come clean, lover of mine
You make my heart stop
You take my breath away
Your voice is my favourite sound
Every noise you make
Makes me want more of you
You're my partner
I think you extraordinary
I love everything about you
You are amazing
I love you, lover of mine.
Lucinda POV:
Why, did I do this? Who in their actual right mind would go with a woman who they don't know? Well. Me! I am in a car with a woman I call Crimson. We are in total silence. I'm watching her out of the corner of my eye."What are you dreaming about, what's on your mind?" I glance over, "Thinking." She turns her body toward me. "Diamond for your thoughts?"
"I thought it was a penny..." She grins, toying with her serpent ring. "Hm, well, pennies are useless to me. Plus, I feel like diamonds would convince you to tell me what those big doe eyes of yours are dazing about." I discover my face a new shade of red. "I'm thinking about how did I get into a car with a woman whom I don't know the first name of." She chuckles, softly caressing my hand.
"I guess it's about time I tell you." She smirks, softly kissing my hand. I don't recoil this time, surprisingly. "Vivienne Tang," I beam, hesitantly kiss her cheek, murmuring in her ear. "Lucinda Valentine." Before I pull away, her gloved hand encased my cheek, luring me into a deliberate searing kiss. My mind is already running at a mile a minute. Holy- She is an AMAZING kisser.
I smile softly against her lips, biting her bottom lip as we pull away. her eyes widen, "You're immune?! How are you still conscious?!" I gawk at her for a moment. We kiss and the first thing you say is "You're immune, how are you still conscious?" Damn, Vivienne. I wasn't conscious for long because my head was spinning and my vision was blurring.
Vivienne POV:
After my kiss with Lucinda, I was genuinely concerned with why she was still awake. My lipstick's poison and it knocks someone out, instantaneously. She's different, Special. She is special if she didn't want me when she laid eyes on me. She probably desired to taunt me...Make me want her instead of her wanting me.
Lucinda looks more adorable when she is asleep. But, I adore staring into her eyes...and her innocent face. I want to take that. I'd rather take her innocence than her life. I want her eyes on me, and only me. Her big, innocent doe eyes. I want those eyes heavy with desire. The desire that she wants me, needs me. Zoe spoke up from the front of the car. "Carmen Sandiego we're at your house, have a nice night."
I look at Zoe, my friend since 20. "You too, but don't hermit like you usually do." She laughs, as I drag the unconscious Lucinda out of the car. "Sure," I playfully swat her arm, "Oh, whatever." I grin before shutting the door. "You have a good night too, Nikolai." He lets out a low growl. "Just get inside the house, Tang."
I roll my eyes, dragging her limp body into the living room. I grab a few blankets, some pillows, my phone and sit in front of the fireplace. Waiting for Valentine to wake up, I silently read, "How to keep yourself hidden."
I hear the groan from the woman in question. I smile closing my book, looking that way. "Are you doing well?" Lucinda walks over to me and sits with me on the floor. "I guess...where are we?" I smile, resisting my urge to pull her into another lust-filled kiss. "We are at my safe haven...or my home...I prefer building of secrets." She gives me a cat-like smile, "Secrets hm? You have me intrigued, Mistress Tang."
I smirk, "When I get a boyfriend." Lucinda glances at me, puzzled. "Which is never," Her face dropped. "You do have a chance to get a boyfriend." I snap back with a bit of hostility in my tone, "I will never love a man." I could see how taken aback she was as she softly moved away. "Sorry, darling...You can stay close," She instantly backed up more. "Mi amour...what's wrong?" She was now out of arm's length.
"I don't like the pet names, Vivienne," I glimpse at my phone. "Oh...my bad sweetheart...it's a bad habit." She rolls her eyes, getting close to me. "I can see that," I smirk, setting a soft kiss to her lips. The kiss grows more hungry, heated...intimate. She recoiled when my hands started to tease the sensitive flesh of her inner thigh. "What's wrong, lover?" Her voice was almost a whisper. "No," My face went from, I want more to What did you just say to me.
I jeer, "Excuse me...what?" She lifted her voice, "I said no. If you want me. You have to be patient...Let our relationship build from friendship. I want to grow slow...I don't want to be fast...I'm not one to talk about the past but I want to go as slow as me and Inez's relationship was." I stiffen, that name sounded so familiar, too familiar for my liking.
I wanted to raise my voice, tell her that no isn't an answer, that no one says no to me. I want to tell her that slow is for the weak. But I don't. "Okay, if you want to be just friends that's fine." I want her to still want to be around me...There are those words again...I want her...
What do I want from this innocent woman?
Love...is not measured in time
Not is it measured in feet or inches.
Not in gallons or cups
Not words.
Love can be many things
Emotions...
Behaviours...
Even beliefs.
But when love took me by the hand and led me to you
Did I snatch my hand away?
Or did I let her show me what I didn't see?
To show me you?
I let her lead me...
Guide me
And now I know that love is not just a word
Or A word at all
It's you
Your smile
How you make me feel
How you make me happy.
I may have got hurt on the way though
And I got through rather slow
But you still waited for me
Even if I have done something terrible
I thought if I opened up
That love will shatter all of my dreams
Shatter what I wanted
Whom I wanted.
You say things like
"Don't pay attention to the world ending
In the morning it'll begin again."
And it makes things better
I gave you the sun
And you gave me the moon and stars
You treated me like I was worth everything
That I can have everything
You are amazing and beautiful, my love
You are passionate and ruthless in the best way
You are loving and lovely
You are mine.
So don't tell me, even on your worst days
That you're selfish
That you're ugly
That you're not good enough
You are selfless and amazing
Beautiful and stunning
inside and out
And you are beyond enough
I feel safe and confident with you
Love is not just a word.
You are amazing.
I love you
Vivienne POV:
"V has struck again!" They display a image of yet another one of my martyrs. A V drawn on my victims' necks. "Are you serious? Can I not flirt at a bar without my name broadcasting everywhere?" I lament, yet different man glides to my side. "Hey, beautiful." I spit a hushed curse in French before glancing at the man. "Oh...Why hello there, darling."
"I was wondering if you could come back to my place." A smirk tugs at my lips, one that put the Cheshire cat to dishonour. "Why, of course, Darlin-" I'm interrupted by the voice of a woman. "Goddamn, Roman. Can you not keep your dick in your pants?" I try not to throw my glass of wine in frustration. "And you are?" I state, not allowing my rage boil over.
"Why must you know, Crimson?" Her words had an affixed bite to them. "I have a name." I look over, feeling my breath being tidied out of my lungs by dark brunette hair, soft brown skin, not too dark or too light, and blue eyes. "And must you stare?" The blue-eyed cutie spoke. "Is there something wrong with me staring at a beautiful woman?" She scoffs.
"Don't tell me you flirt with everyone you lay eyes on," I smirk at her wicked words. "No, but I do know beauty when I see it." I grab a napkin and write my phone number on it. I kiss it, dropping a trace of my lipstick and hand it to the man I was talking to before, with a smirk. "Call me." I wink, as until I get a message from Nikolai Stirling. "I'm here, don't waste my time."
I groan. "Aww, I'm sorry I can't spend more time with you, dearest, but my ride is here," I smirk, standing and allowing a gloved hand caress the dark brunette's face. "I'm sorry, lovely. I hope to see you soon." She smacks my hand away, which makes me smirk. I blow her a kiss. "Have a nice night, darling." I wander out of the door.
Lucinda POV:
"This bitch," The mysterious femme steps out of the bar. "More like I want her to take me to the moon," I roll my eyes, relaxing in the seat the black-haired seductress was in. "She gave you her number?" Roman rolls his eyes and flipped over the serviette. "Damn...It isn't even for me, Luci," I glance up, "Oh?" He returns the napkin to me. I read it audibly, my eyes enlarging with every syllable.
"To the brunette cutie, I will find out your name, sweet thing. But for now, let's start simple. Call me when you're ready, mi amour." I feel my face flame to the top of my ears. "If she would quit with the pet names I might text her." Roman bears a broad smile. "Well?! Call her now," with my phone in tow, he dials her number with no problem. She answers at the first ring.
"Why hello there, cutie." I could hear the smile in her voice. "Come on, cutie, say something," I growl, clutching my phone and walking out of the bar. "Sorry about that, Crimson. Roman's being a jerk." She chuckles, her voice sounding like a love song. I snap out of my trance, "What do you want?"
"It doesn't matter what I want...I want to know what you want." My pinkie was only moments away of the end call button unto she lifted her voice a bit. "Hold on, before you hang up...I have something for you." I put my phone back to my ear, "Is that so? State your claim."
"See the blood-red car to your left?" I glance around and I spot exactly that, A sleek dark red, almost black car with impossibly dark-tinted windows. "Yeah...I see it. Why," I hear a silent chuckle. "Yes of course, now, walk towards it." I take a step in that direction but I step back. "Can I trust you, Crimson?"
"With your life," I sigh, "Fine." I leisurely pace towards the vermilion car. I see the window I'm approaching roll down I see her perfect face. Her black hair, hazel eyes, and gentle pale skin. I would have stopped walking but, something about her drew me close. This something drew me close enough to lean against the car, my arm right above the window. I hung up my phone, placing it in my pocket.
"Are you finally going to tell me your name?" I start the conversation. "Maybe, now get in the car." My eyes enlarge about how bold she was with her words. "What," She groans, silently. "Monte dans la voiture." I knew those words. They mean the same as what she said before, "Get in the car." I look her in the eyes, "Why?"
"Because I want to take you on an adventure," I grin and uplift her chin. "All right. Give me five minutes and I'll be right out." She has shock written all over her face and it is satisfying to see. "I- All right." She smirks, kissing my palm which sends a soft burn through my hand and arm.
I nod, quickly running inside. "Roman, you would not believe the type of shit I'm about to get into," He peers up from his phone. "Spill the tea," I relax by him. "She told me she wanted to take me on an adventure, in her sleek crimson car." He laughs, "Damn, first time meeting and she's already plotting to take you home." I roll my eyes and start to stare at the wine glass she left.
"Hope you know that I'm not going," Roman derided, taking my hands. "This is your chance to fall in love again." I stare him in the eyes, "No, I'm not. After Inez, no chance in hell."He shakes my hands, "You are, this black-haired hottie wants you in her car. She wants to take you to her penthouse and flirt with you, nonstop."
I try not to blush but I do anyways. "I mean...She looks like a good kisser, but I still want to wait." He rolls his eyes, standing up. "Okay, sis, I'm going to help you out," grabbing my backpack, he puts it on my back."You're going to go on this adventure. And if it gets too much, call me. Make an excuse to leave, m'kay?"
I laugh, "Fine," Roman hauls me to the dark scarlet car. "Make sure to keep her safe." He gazes piercingly at the femme fatale. "Heavens no, nothing is safe with me, but I'll keep her unharmed." He takes that as a good sign and grins. "Have a good time, Lucinda." I get into the car with the ravenette.
"Ready for an adventure?"