Irulan Is Such A Petty Bitch But I'm Pettier. She Was Like "I'm Playing The Long Game," Well I'm Not.

carrion and the smell of decay (wip)

Jessie doesn’t tell her mother that the mud in their yard, the sweet smelling, warm earth that her childhood was soaked in, has the same consistency as congealed blood. She doesn’t tell her father that she knows what the inside of a man’s skull looks like, brain matter and bone shards scattered across cracking stone. She doesn’t tell her parents a lot of things. 

But they know, dear god, they know. 

James T Kirk and Leonard McCoy, Star Trek Beyond (2016).

Oh no, I got a new rare pair, and by rare pair I mean it literally only exists and makes since in my head, help

i love tragedy.

i love when a story is sworn to end horribly, no happy endings. it’s fated to fail, and everyone within it will either be dead or go mad or lose everything they love and then some. if only orpheus hadn’t turned back. if only achilles would have listened to patroclus. if only romeo had received the second letter. if only they weren’t all doomed right from the start.

but they’d do it anyway, every single time. to continue to go on knowing something will end in pain is the epitome of love.

if we didn’t love so much, there would be no tragedy. if we don’t accept tragedy, there would be no love at all.

the moment where. where she screams. screaming for help. i’m dying right now! screaming. and there’s no reaction at all. there’s nothing. it’s more devastating than judgment could be somehow. “i’m sorry. ignore me.” before she crumples and chokes. i’m never going to be okay again i think.

I made a tiny boo shelf instead of updating my fics, oops

Whoever said getting an iud was a good idea (me) was a fucking liar

I really adore the casually prioritized importance of friendships in the new Twisters movie. Like obviously there were sparks of romance that i thoroughly enjoyed but the point is that that was never the point. The way that Javi and Kate took care of each other and looked out for each other even when they were fighting. The way the whole tornado wranglers crew acted like family and welcomed Kate right in. The way Tyler was genuinely interested in getting to know Kate and working together with her. There was no big fight between Javi and Tyler over Kate or anybody else. Kate spent the whole movie processing a lot of trauma and was able to be supported by the friends surrounding her instead of having all of her interactions stopped up with an intense budding romance. I just really love it when friendship and people are the most important things.

someone much more talented than me needs to make a Kate (or Javi) (or both) edit to End of Beginning by Djo so I can rewatch it a thousand times and spiral

fuck me or eat me, it's all the same in the end (4696 words) by Sapphic_terror Chapters: 1/2 Fandom: Yellowjackets (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Mari/Shauna Shipman, Jeff Sadecki/Shauna Shipman, Shauna Shipman/Jackie Taylor, Akilah/Mari (Yellowjackets), Melissa/Shauna Shipman Characters: Mari (Yellowjackets), Shauna Shipman, Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets), Akilah (Yellowjackets), Yellowjackets (TV) Ensemble, Travis Martinez, Natalie Scatorccio, Misty Quigley Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Mari Ibarra Lives (Yellowjackets), Canon-Typical Violence, Cannibalism, Hate Sex, Mari and Shauna fuck at her wedding, Jackie Taylor Haunts the Narrative (Yellowjackets), Lesbian Shauna Shipman, Trauma, Grief/Mourning, Character Study, Mari needs a hug, Shauna Shipman Needs a Hug, They fuck instead, blink and you miss it implied poly, (they defintely got up to shit in the wilderness okay), Consensual But Not Safe Or Sane, Mari is a brat, Shauna just wants her to shut up, Ghost Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets), Threesome - F/F/F, Kinda, Infidelity, on like 8 levels Series: Part 3 of bones and all Summary: The dress was biting into her skin and some random jock turned “entrepreneur” was staring at her tits. Mari was so over this. The music, the lights, even the champagne tasted like fizzy grape juice, not the strong, burning kind. It was all so perfectly boring - Shauna Shipman’s wedding. Shauna Sadecki now, ugh, Mari was about to throw up in her mouth, and nobody would even blame her.   (Or, Shauna gets married to Jeff and - She and Mari fuck during the reception.)