someone much more talented than me needs to make a Kate (or Javi) (or both) edit to End of Beginning by Djo so I can rewatch it a thousand times and spiral
dune part ii / ojibwa / waiting for this story to end before i begin another, jan heller lev
Unethical polyamory not in the sense that the partners aren't consenting to multiple relationships but in the sense that they kill people as a group
the lumineers : brightside album … sentence starters
“But you ignored me.”
“Everyone was wrong.”
“I couldn’t give you up.”
“I could see it in the air.”
“And you were all alone.”
“I’m headed for the lights.”
“You’re a woman on the run.”
“I could barely see your eyes.”
“I know you are already gone.”
“I’m waiting on the sun tonight.”
“And now, there’s nothing for me.”
“I’ll be your brightside, baby, tonight.”
“You hate yourself for what you said.”
“You could always see it in my eyes.”
“I was tirеd of believing we were right.”
“They were always dying to know you.“
“You said the blood was on my hands.”
“I don’t know why I couldn’t love myself.”
“Over and over, I can only scream so loud.”
“I didn’t know I was the only thing you saw.”
“I can see the loneliness you keep outside.”
“You picked it up, you picked it up all apart.”
“Hey, don’t you fade… don’t you fade away.”
“It’s alright, it’s alright, and we’re carryin’ on.”
“Every word was like smoke from a cigarette.”
“I don’t know where we are, but it will be okay.”
“I’m the one who was never gonna play to lose.”
“Leaning on the reasons, like it wasn’t even fair.”
“Did you write your letters to your shitty friends?“
“'Cause you could never admit you were wrong.”
“You were wrong, what I needed was a little clue.”
“You and me, we’ll always be the ones to hang around.”
“Losing every other friend, finding nothing in the afterlife…”
“And you wanna be a big shot. You wanna be the big man.”
“And all this time, you said to me, ‘My love would never die’.”
“You were always sayin’ we would make it to the catacombs.”
“Love was not designed for time. You were never really mine.”
“I know who you wanted me to be, always holding up your tragedy.”
“I know what is what. I know who you are. I know what is already gone.”
Irulan is such a petty bitch but I'm pettier. She was like "I'm playing the long game," well I'm not. Paul won't fuck me because he's with Chani exclusively? Fine, well I'll fuck Chani. You and I are sister-wives now Paul!
1. V.E. Schwab // 2. Unknown // 3. Rudolph Vitkauskas // 4. Charles Bukowski // 5. Margaret Atwood
sorry bro i lost focus and forgot where u begin and i end i hope nothing gay happened
Gen Z is slowly dying on the inside as you paint a smile on your face.
Gen Z is hoping for another bomb threat so you can get out of taking that math test.
Gen Z is laughing at things that make no sense to anyone else because they don’t realize that humor is the only thing we have left.
Gen Z is making nihilistic jokes all the time.
Gen Z is saying you want to die and hearing your friends say they want to die and not quite knowing if they really mean it anymore and being scared that they do.
Gen Z is not making those jokes so much after someone really does die.
Gen Z is knowing exactly why every door on campus needs an ID card to open.
Gen Z is knowing that those locks won’t do shit if something really happens.
Gen Z is wondering when someone will come to your school and start killing your friends.
Gen Z is hating the shitheads in charge and just waiting until you can finally do something about them.
Gen Z is being torn between wanting to die and wanting to overthrow the government.
Gen Z is being tired of being treated like a child when our childhoods were ripped away from us years ago.
Gen Z is growing up too fast but still no one else will take you seriously.
Gen Z is angry.
Gen Z is done.
Gen Z is here and you’d better watch your asses.
you say i am too young
too young to be a feminist
too young to know my own sexuality
too young to be depressed
too young to hate
too young to protest
too young to be an activist
too young
too stupid
too naive
and you are right
i am too young
too young to be scared of bullets ricocheting through my school, embedding themselves into my fellow classmates and having to watch as the life from my best friends once bright and hopeful eyes flickers out, knowing i will never be able to apologies for that stupid fight we were having, knowing i will never be able to laugh, smile, or talk with her again, knowing i will never be able to hug her again, knowing i will never be able to tell her i love her one last time
too young to be scared of being raped by a man while i walk down the street in my school uniform because i can feel his eyes watching me and i should have waited for someone to walk with me, i should have waited for jacky to have finished her test so we could walk together because now if something happens to me it’s my fault but i just wanted to go home to get ahead on schoolwork
too young to be scared of finding my friend dead in a sticky pool of her own crimson blood because slitting her wrists and watching the blood flow was better than living or finding her body cold and lifeless on the bathroom floor with candy colored pills scattered around her and stuffed down her throat because she’d rather go out in a loopy daze than try to withstand and fight the torment and i couldn’t make it in time to stop her
too young to be scared of seeing a familiar face on the news because jordan was black and looked older than his actual age and the white middle aged cop shot in “self defense” even though jordan was unarmed and innocent or because elias was muslim and was carrying a “suspiscous” bag and was shot and later died because the police officers thought he was a “terrorist” when elias just wanted to get home to his mom and little sister with a jewelry box to give them, which now sits in peices on the concrete floor
too young to be scared of finding my lgbt friends killled, abandoned, or sent off to a conversion camp because all they wanted was love and acceptance but instead they found hate and rejection because they were “disgusting sinners” who were just “confused” and katy is finally back from camp but she doesn’t even remember my damn name
too young to be sobbing with such lose and grief over people so dear to me who were killed and died too young because no one would help them because all of their cries were “fake” because they were too young to know “real” pain
too young to be scarred, bruised, bloody and beaten by a war i did not start or choose to fight in
you say i am too young
and you are not wrong
i am too young
too young for
H O M O P H O B I A
R A C I S M
S E X I S M
R A P E
S E L F H A R M
S U I C I D E
G U N V I O L E N C E
and
S C H O O L S H O O T I N G S
to be normal to me
i should not be so desensitized by this violent reality
so yes, i am too young
but you cannot blame me
for my hyper awareness of our reality
my generation was born with information at our fingertips
and we have been told to sit still and be quiet
because the adults were talking
but you had your chance
it is now our turn to speak
and our turn to fight
because our rage is pure fire
and with every ragged breath we take
our lungs get more shredded by all of the hate and misery
that is ingrained so deeply in our society
you say we are “too sensitive”
because we are “hormonal teenagers who cannot control our emotions”
and therefore we “cannot have opinions”
but you can no longer invalidate our claims as we yell for change
because the DEATH of our classmates
and the BLOOD of our friends
has paved the path for this revolution
your generation may have won battles
but my generation will be the one to win the war
my generation will be the one to instill change and bring peace
because we grew up in a hating world spiraling into darkness and death
and dying was never our biggest fear
watching the world burn around us was expected
but we fully intend to repair the damage you all have so carelessly done
>>we are generation z and we will be the ones to rise from the ashes<<
3/31/18
started: 2:31 a.m.
finished: 3:49 a.m.
i saw the tv glow is like. your childhood queer best friend got out of your town and got to live their better life as themself. your queer friend got out of your town and killed themselves because their delusions won them over. no matter your interpretation, you never see them again.
Sapphic_terror on ao3 queer and nonbinary (any pronouns)Yall I may be losing it a little but at least I’m writing a lot of fan fiction (that’s a slight lie but I’m trying I swear)
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