God's Bravest Little Soldier? No. Devil's Most Cowardly Huge Draft Dodger

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Wow , how long has it been? Like 10 years since the last time I roller skated , well everything went just fine and left with the amazing amount of 0 falls. I felt alive again, just didn’t tell mom.

I love how he gives me the chance to appreciate tiny details, walking to the nearest atm made me realize, I want to walk with you everywhere -S

I think I was meant to feel like this trip was in my control , like if I had any idea of what I was doing but I just get so disassociated from everything. Nothing felt in my control other than my mind and that’s the last place I’d rather be . I hate being the subject of a fantasy I’m not aware of , I hate when people expect me to feel or react a certain way . I hate when I don’t feel the way I expect to feel. It’s just all wrong , and the worst thing is…even going to that beautiful country I still feel terrible and I doubt it changed my life . It was just a reminder , everything is just a reminder

Everything is a reminder , you’re a disappointment, you’re an embarrassment, you’re a watcher , you’re an angel - Sadly still Sænger

I told my mom getting another dog was a bad idea, well she didn’t listen which is not surprising. I love this ball of fat though. He’s so naughty yet so cute

I feel that the only thing keeping me from running away from this house is how much I’d miss them - S

okay okay now let's boop with tongues

So much life in a place I now consider dead to me, first picture taken with this phone. Never thought I’d have one of these. It’s true it gives people power somehow.

I’ve lost safe spaces in this life, I don’t have to tell her anything. Maybe I’d just try it again? - S

A roadside pond in Odisha, India, offers cooling waters, and red water lilies and sparkling pads add a touch of beauty. Photo: Atanu Paul

I get emotional with this one, he truly is my everything. I had mixed feelings that day but now I understand it all. It is still hard to believe at least one good thing has happened to me.

Why does every single thing that brings me happiness got to end? I’m just so over - S