I told my mom getting another dog was a bad idea, well she didn’t listen which is not surprising. I love this ball of fat though. He’s so naughty yet so cute
I feel that the only thing keeping me from running away from this house is how much I’d miss them - S
A roadside pond in Odisha, India, offers cooling waters, and red water lilies and sparkling pads add a touch of beauty. Photo: Atanu Paul
Weekend was just awesome, and I sort of made peace with myself. I found out I could be strong but it still in process. Oh my, how come someone so perfect entered my life?
He’s given me the chance to genuinely feel alive, I’ve never lived so much, and I want more. I will always want more -S
Mind you this was only the beginning of our trip and it had already blown my mind out, the hostess was so kind and although he was a bit late we had time and we used it wisely .
I didn’t want to leave that place, can I live here for 2 months more? Like that Mitski song -S
It’s gotten to the point where I can express myself with poetry in my target language!! I’m proud of myself for that!
Voici la traduction (here is the translation):
The world,
It swallows me like a snake.
The left, the right,
Endless.
I close my eyes.
You’re here.
The world becomes smaller.
I think I was meant to feel like this trip was in my control , like if I had any idea of what I was doing but I just get so disassociated from everything. Nothing felt in my control other than my mind and that’s the last place I’d rather be . I hate being the subject of a fantasy I’m not aware of , I hate when people expect me to feel or react a certain way . I hate when I don’t feel the way I expect to feel. It’s just all wrong , and the worst thing is…even going to that beautiful country I still feel terrible and I doubt it changed my life . It was just a reminder , everything is just a reminder
Everything is a reminder , you’re a disappointment, you’re an embarrassment, you’re a watcher , you’re an angel - Sadly still Sænger
A day before my birthday and it was so special, but sadly couldn’t stop the tradition and cried all night long . Beer was so strong omg and that water looked so delicious I wanted to OceanGate myself in there. A fight in the middle of downtown…chef kiss.
I’m so happy I drank all night long having the best life -S