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"I cant draw" then do it bad who gives a fuck.....

“Never trust your tongue when your heart is bitter.”

— Samuel J. Hurwitt

More feeling like I don't belong anywhere after my treatments. Feeling inadequate, incompetent and so on.

do u ever miss your own energy. like damn what happened to me

Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

If I follow you and you're uncomfortable with it you're free to block me.

From drawing on Twitch for an hour a day ago or so.