Drawing Using Both My Tablets Today Until I Get Better At Using My Tablet With A Screen On It.

bpd culture is pushing people away as your coping mechanism but then you realise that you’re being a shitty person and you don’t actually want to leave them -🎐

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Considering I spent the last 3 years getting wrecked by life, I don't feel much like drawing right now. Much less do I feel capable of greater forethought than only a few moments in advance before I forget stuff. I'm going to focus on my health and recovery 2024.

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They turned out perfectly fine and I had a great day even though I am going to sleep for a while and then maybe leave the internet.

do u ever miss your own energy. like damn what happened to me

“Repeat after me: My current situation is not my final destination.”

— Unknown

Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

TJ from earlier this year.