hypermobility is fun until you turn 20 and your joints start to collapse on themselves
rereading GtN is so funny. harrow goes missing and gideon flies into full panic mode, spends her whole morning desperately searching, says "ugh I give up, she can just die", eats lunch and then immediately recommits to searching again, dissociates out of stress when she learns Harrow's blood is everywhere, breaks her vow of silence to try and get help for Harrow, nearly breaks her wrists trying to open the door in panic, sprints her way down to Harrow, finds that she's okay and is immediately like
haha. as if i even cared. whatever
we drove all night until you started to cry (because you saw a world without you and i)
told me where your problems lie, but i cant solve them
yeah we gotta give it time (guess thats my problem)
i see yoU LOVING ON THE SIDELINES
i think about it at the wrong times
i see yoU LOVING ON THE SIDELINES
who'll you be taking with you tonite??
i know i drew the line (can we erase it??)
we're living in denial (but we can change this!!)
and i drove all night until i started to cry
all because i saw a world without you and i!!!!
dont let this conversation die.. :((
i seE YOU LOVING ON THE SIDELINES
i think about it at the wrong times
i seE YOU LOVING ON THE SIDELINES
who'll you be taking with you tonite??
you've turned intooooo
someone that i never knew
i hate when a poem is good. Fuck you for saying that for real
my laptop just died randomly and i'm about to cry over the fact that all the sims data is stored locally.. all of my builds are GONE how could they do this
this summer i will learn italian and french and russian and run a marathon everyday and work for three months and get fifty new ear piercings and read every work of high literature ever created and watch every movie. but most importantly just chill and relax
one more to the pile!!
really jealous of people who can just... do things. like they dont go through the 39 stages of grief before and the 47 stages of grief after. they just do it like its some adidas commercial. like the spirit of shia laboeuf possessed them. still sounds fake to me but whatever. good for them ig
"never trust how you feel abt ur life after 9pm" is a spring & summer & fall rule. for winter it's never trust how u feel abt ur life after 4pm
im not even kidding when i say i want to die anymore. no one cares