In A World Of Boys, He’s A Gentleman

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Lay the table with the fancy shit

And watch you tolerate it

I'm back to action once again !

This are some notes taken during interview lecture. This was supposed to teach us how to tackle interview anxiety and do well. But all I get was stress about interviews. They also scheduled mock interview for us and mine is on 27 th.

Wish me luck :)

Rant of a PCOS Girlie

I am so angry at the society that failed me as a human being. I hate being a woman. Why our reproductive system and complications are so understudied. Why do we and our health come out at the end of the barrel when the whole population depends on us. For my whole life, I have suffered so much because of my periods. In my teenage days, I cried so many nights, days, and evenings because of abdominal cramps; it was so painful, I felt like I might pass out. And the irony is among all these I had to study, attend my classes and expect to get good grades, cause come on, it's just periods, no big deal!. I literally had to sit in my washroom because it was so painful, uncomfortable.

I am so angry at my parents, too. When I used to cry, bleed out, my mother used to say it's normal, everybody has pain. No! it's not normal to feel like you might pass out, lightheaded, or bleed for days after days. Never did they think that it might be something else. Because of it's periods, it's regarding a woman's reproductive health, a specific organ, and because nobody in society bothers to do proper research about it. Oh, you have menstruation issues- here either go on hormonal tablets or take a contraceptive pill.

Now, being in my late twenties and diagnosed with severe PCOS and having to flip out my lifestyle, diets, and food preferences just to undo years and years of negligence, makes me feel that it's so unfair to me. I was a child, they should have researched and taken care of me.

I know it is their first time being parents too, and I tell myself every day. But it's so unfair and unjust to me, I didn't sign for this. I have my uterus, I have it so much. I hate that society to not live up to us. If men had uterus, there would never be so much unfairness regarding their treatment.

I am so tired.

𝗗𝗲𝗳𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗝𝗮𝗰𝗼𝗯 is one of the books that I wanted to read for a long time but it never happened until now when appletv released the mini web series. And I promised myself I will watch the series after reading the book what is happening right now. I loved the book and no, till now It's not finished, I just reached the knife scene and long way to go!!! For me the book is a little bit more descriptive than I prefer like the narrator ( Andy Barbar) thinks a lot in his mind.

I love recommending books to people but most of them are not interested at all. So, I'm asking to the people's of book community to recommend me new books or your favorite books. And Did anyone like the miniseries? Was the adaption good? Let me know !

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A thought: does our heart breaks a little everytime when someone doesn't take you seriously or made fun of you, or does it took away the hope when the person making fun is your own family itself? My heart goes to all other persons who were made fun off for being themselves or towards those who was labelled as sensitive because you don't take part in their nasty jokes. You don't get angry at them, you just became disappointed. You stop saying things. Because it's hurts.

Aemond Targaryen and Lucerys Velaryon 

House of the Dragon (2022-) 

This is so true. I'm in my early twenties and all of my friends are moving away with different jobs and they are making new friends, I'm on a different job where I'm constantly feeling I'm not being able to connect with other people or myself properly. And when I reach out to them, they are busy (I'm not blaming them and absolutely in this pandemic no one have to take the responsibility of other people's struggles) but I'm just trying to reach out to them for casual conversation to know about their life, how they are coping with changes, is everything okay or not but they are kind of ignoring me. It hurts a lot to feel like unwanted. Its feels like there's no value to that friendship anymore.

I talked to my mum the other day, and she told me that when you’re in your 20’s, you feel everyone is better than you. You feel that everyone is smarter, they are better, they are doing more, they got it all handled. And then she told me, that as you get older, you learn that it was not true, it was never true. Everyone is not better than you. Everyone isn’t doing more than you, everyone isn’t smarter and everyone do not have it all handled. Now, I hope I get that into my head some day soon. And until then, I’m gonna work on that and talk about it, cause I’m not alone in feeling this. I hope we all learn this, no matter if you are in your 20’s, or younger or older. Don’t sell yourself short.