I'm Supposed To Be Graduating In 4 Months (I'm In Year 13) But I Think I'm Gonna Be Held Back, My Depression

I don't think I'll have a bad life in the future but i know that no matter what happens I'll always feel like "this is the best it's ever gonna get" and not in a good way. Every time i get something that I've wanted for a really long time or i get a really good grade after weeks of studying or anything good hapens to me i can't feel happy or excited, i just feel numb

I want someone to love me softly, I'm tired of the violent love, the kind of love that makes you feel dirty and unworthy. I'm tired of hearing my father's voice in the throat of anyone who expresses even the slightest bit of discontent or disapproval towards me. I want soft kisses and hugs and light touches and quiet understanding and light conversations that make you feel warm inside. I want to feel worthy for once, feel peace for once.

how it feels to wash your hair and brush your teeth and have clean clothes on

“you’re so mature for your age” thanks its the trauma

Morgan, picking up the phone while not looking: Hey baby girl, tell me something I wanna hear.

Hotch, deadpan: There’s been another homicide, chocolate thunder.

This would heal my soul

please can we make out faggot style in the corner of the theatre

Feeling nothing and everything at the same time every day for years is really exhausting sometimes, wish i could just drink or cut my problems away

I love robotics class, i always feel like a wee boy again playing with legos

fav episode, emily & reid’s friendship >>>