actually there's one thing i haven't had since the breakup...anxiety. huh, funny how that works
Anne Sexton, from “The Sermon of the Twelve Acknowledgements” in The Complete Poems
i saw my elderly neighbor in the pharmacy while picking up some stuff for my stitches and i was never particularly close with her or anything but she and her husband have lived in the apartment complex since i moved in, i think they just moved in right when it was freshly built like 40+ years ago. and i overheard her talking to the cashier about hoping her test results come out well and it just dawned on me that she's gonna be gone too one day and i don't know...the passage of time makes me feel more melancholic and defeated than usual these days
it's such a fall/winter show to me idk it's so cozy and magical
they invented a new low just for me
america has a functioning democracy where one party tries to kill you and the only other party just campaigns around the fact that they aren’t the party that tries to kill you
There's a bunch of adhd advice out there that's like "people with adhd tend to work better under deadlines due to the anxiety so here are ways to artificially induce a stress response in order to get you to get work done" and it's like well what if I don't want to be stressed out all the time in order to function