moonshyness

Latest Posts by moonshyness

relationships, friendships, family members, co-workers, i notice it almost every day

they should really warn you ahead of time about how much of adult life hinges on being able to navigate other Ppls childhoods. Like lot of the time in order to complete a task or even just communicate effectively you need to get a sense of ‘wtf happened to this guy in high school’

Moonlit mountain scenery with people standing at a river by Georg Emil Libert (Danish, 1820–1908)

The way a Bachelors degree is the equivalent to a written recommendation from a former store manager at a Circuit City now. Just nuke us already fuck.

ughhh fine *experiences emotional growth*

one day

Czeslaw Milosz, tr. by Robert Haas, from “Late Ripeness”, Second Space: New Poems

i'm miserable because i keep pulling in people who take risks and live in uncertainty to achieve their goals. well i'm not like that and i never was. i like safety. i like stability. i'm not obsessed with reaching some big goal in life. i just want to live in peace. and i'm tired of constantly being made to feel like that is somehow not the right way to live. that i should be wanting more. i come from generations of women who had to live in uncertainty. who had to run away, who had to stretch the horizons of their lives not because they wanted to, but in order to survive. silence and peace. i want nothing more. and if i never find someone who shares this wish with me, then i'd rather just be alone for the rest of my life.

Journey of the Blue Night - Cho Poong Ryu , 2012.

Korean, b.1970-

Korean ink and acrylic on canvas with white paint, powder paint, stone paint, gold 130x160cm

if you’re not into some dumb embarrassing shit you’re not living your truth

chatgpt is the coward's way out. if you have a paper due in 40 minutes you should be chugging six energy drinks, blasting frantic circus music so loud you shatter an eardrum, and typing the most dogshit essay mankind has ever seen with your own carpel tunnel laden hands

Susan Sontag, from As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks 1964-1980

"live every day like it's your last": scary. weirdly foreboding. not a good thought process if you get anxious easily. stressful. so much pressure that it loops back around to making you do nothing. "live every day like it's your FIRST": everything becomes fascinating. renews the excitement of discovering things for the first time again. makes you feel like exploring stuff. #mywisdom

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Mahmoud Darwish - “Memory for Forgetfulness” 

Ad Reinhardt Color Grid, Photograph(Hands) 1958

Henri-Léopold Lévy - Le Rêve du chevalier (detail)

i miss my downstairs tree :( ever since i moved upstairs my bedroom doesn't hit the same.

Sometimes, if you’re lucky, there will be a tree outside your bedroom window. It is very important to romanticize this tree as much as possible.

it’s nothing a fundamentally different life couldn’t fix

gatitosentimental on ig

Fragrance Of Lost Souls

Watercolor On Black Cotton Paper

2025, 22"x 30"

White Lilacs, Syringa vulgarus var. alba

my favorite thing to do with my friends is film them like they're in a documentary when they start doing political discourse in the middle of the hangout

i'm too fucking stupid to solve the puzzles in the enha escape game lmaooo

jun/unknown final boss, tekken tag tournament 2 (2011)

I just don't think that there's this big majority of happy "neurotypicals" who aren't at all bothered by working a crappy full-time job just to barely afford a room in a shitty apartment in a world that gets scarier by the day and doesn't leave much time OR money for either connection, rest, self care or hobbies. Like I think that's a myth we are being sold to shame us into acting like we're fine too actually for as long as we possibly can

my two cents on the desire unleash tracklist...i want to know why we need multiple english/korean versions of a song on an album. i really don't like that kpop does this bc then u have like (in this case) 2x2 versions of the same song on the album. i'd rather have a shorter mini album and a single album for the english versions of the songs bc it messes with cohesion. they already put so much effort into building up the aesthetics and tone of the album and the tracklisting kinda just puts a dent in that. like ik kpop is not the place to look for cohesion in album tracklisting but they did it with dark blood so why not here?? i had the same pet peeve with orange blood, which has such good tracks but the tracklisting takes me out of the immersion cause it has 3 (3!!!) versions of sweet venom on it lol

anyway i'm still super excited for the new songs!

There's a bunch of adhd advice out there that's like "people with adhd tend to work better under deadlines due to the anxiety so here are ways to artificially induce a stress response in order to get you to get work done" and it's like well what if I don't want to be stressed out all the time in order to function