It’s Annoying But The Way You Improve Yourself Is One Tiny Thing At A Time

older I get the less interest I have in explaining myself to people who aren’t even important to me. if you want to misunderstand me or create a narrative in your head about me that’s really not my problem… I know who I am

i think it’s an interesting setting for bruce springsteen songs but at the end of the day i’m glad america isn’t a real place

knife theory

if the pain you caused me was something straight-forward and physical like a knife to my heart, how would i react?

in one universe i would look you dead in the eye as you twist and turn the knife inside of me instead of begging you to stop.

in another universe i would leave the knife in me until scar-tissue grows over it and it becomes part of me.

in the last universe i pull the knife out from where you put it in between my ribs and stab you with it as i bleed to death. then lick the blade and let the iron of us both be my last meal.

Herman Bogman Jr., 1890-1975

Cat lying on green chair , ca.1950/65, watercolor, 47x32 cm

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“Youth in Revolt” (2009)

oh I see. it was the crime of wanting. that's why I deserve it.