April 23, 1923 Journals Of Anais Nin 1923-1927 [volume 3]

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Hi... how r u all darlings?

I am not doing so well tbh! my depression coming back with a chokehold on me this time... I am having trouble getting out of bed to say the least... I have been working for this position for a while now and it didn't work out... and everything feels so pointless now... as though it's like I am working but it's not going anywhere... I feel utterly useless and stuck at this moment! today I've no encouraging words to say... I am searching for hope and drive to keep going... maybe this is my factory reset time, and I just need to grit me teeth thru this one!

Sending u lots of hugs and love and comfort! unfortunately, when I am down like this, I tend to spend too much money which doesn't help which in turn makes me feel even worse! Here is hoping for a stronger me with lighter heart tomorrow!

14.05.2025 // catching up with readings

love all the reading I've been doing lately. it is also exciting to see my library build up over the years, especially now that I can afford to buy some of the books I have wanted for years. recommendations from friends and acquaintances have also helped me expand my reading choices beyond my usual categories and genres. the tbr list keeps growing and it's a reason to live for.

how is it may already next week

I want to get back to posting here

my life has been quite exciting. I’ve had so much progress. and I’ve been in love with life this past year.

my goals until the end of the year are to find my routines especially with food and excercise. I’d love to get back to learning Korean and I’ll be taking some classes which are church related. excited for those :))

Coming close to finals and the end of the quarter >.< Spent yesterday fighting the procrastination, but I got a good amount of studying done in the end.

Today's plan:

Go to the lab

Finish studying for physics quiz

Review ochem notes

Call mom

🎼: Bored - Deftones

09.04.23 | Easter 🕊️

Happy Easter if you celebrate! I’m currently an Erasmus student, so this year I’m spending it differently. It’s my first time away from family during the holidays so I’m feeling a bit lonely today. Nonetheless, I’m loving my time here, visiting new places and roaming around, and I’m glad I got the opportunity to enjoy this once in a lifetime experience!

April 29, 2025 — snippets of the past couple of days. I enjoyed a delicious bowl of pho with a friend and the sunshine that has finally emerged for spring. I didn’t get a chance to study over the weekend but I’m hopeful I will be able to this week after work. I want to pick up studying languages again, specifically Spanish.

🎧 dvd – karol g

21.03.2025

Working on my thesis.

quitting my job to paint every inch of my house

April 22nd, 2025

Tuesday already but I still have this week off. However, I'll have to start working a bit today as there's a pile of exams to grade and some classes to plan waiting for me. My plan is to do something during the day and work 1-2 hours each night. That way it'll still feel like vacation.

To do for today:

- get an overview of the things I have to do before school starts

- prepare one exam

- grading