April 29, 2025 — Snippets Of The Past Couple Of Days. I Enjoyed A Delicious Bowl Of Pho With A Friend

Day 43

2025.4.15

[research life]

Researching plants, studying at the library, cherry blossoms at night 🌿📝🕯️✨🌸

[research life]

Some spring greenery among my study environments🌿🌷🤩🤍📝

march 29th, 2025 || last weekend before classes start again so i treated myself to brunch at the bookstore cafe :)

Finally spring has arrived to Stockholm.

04.21.2025 — This was actually yesterday (last night, to be exact), but I got super tired and forgot to post. I sat down to do my homework but worked on other assignments instead, then it got too late. Today I have a quiz and the said unfinished homework to do. 잘 할 수 있어.~

18/04 🍰

Things I did today:

wrote final essay

2 hrs of chemistry

2 hrs of biology

took small nap

30mins reading

Currently trying to catch up on protein synthesis since I was absent that day, also preparing for the organic chemistry test next week (ㆁωㆁ*)

14/100

Hi... how r u all darlings?

I am not doing so well tbh! my depression coming back with a chokehold on me this time... I am having trouble getting out of bed to say the least... I have been working for this position for a while now and it didn't work out... and everything feels so pointless now... as though it's like I am working but it's not going anywhere... I feel utterly useless and stuck at this moment! today I've no encouraging words to say... I am searching for hope and drive to keep going... maybe this is my factory reset time, and I just need to grit me teeth thru this one!

Sending u lots of hugs and love and comfort! unfortunately, when I am down like this, I tend to spend too much money which doesn't help which in turn makes me feel even worse! Here is hoping for a stronger me with lighter heart tomorrow!

An appreciation post for all the coffees & teas I’ve lovingly consumed this year. There is something so healing about taking a small moment to enjoy a warm drink, especially when it feels like a hug in a mug. ☕️🤍

Had a chill day with my sister to make up for this hellish week.

Didn't manage to study MOM or complete the CompSec notes, the report I submitted for PosGeo was an absolute -100, and I have to go to uni on Sunday to try and get something done for the MOM project. So yay ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

I'm alive though, and yesterday I tried on dresses I never would have tried on before, I ate a bagel at a trendy place, and I had some greek yoghurt with granola at this posh brunch place. Browsed some legos and books, and bought my sister her presents for her birthday. So idk, maybe it's not all about uni and getting good grades or living up to a certain arbitrary standard. I need to be okay with failing, and I need to know life can be good regardless.