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Hi... how r u all darlings?
I am not doing so well tbh! my depression coming back with a chokehold on me this time... I am having trouble getting out of bed to say the least... I have been working for this position for a while now and it didn't work out... and everything feels so pointless now... as though it's like I am working but it's not going anywhere... I feel utterly useless and stuck at this moment! today I've no encouraging words to say... I am searching for hope and drive to keep going... maybe this is my factory reset time, and I just need to grit me teeth thru this one!
Sending u lots of hugs and love and comfort! unfortunately, when I am down like this, I tend to spend too much money which doesn't help which in turn makes me feel even worse! Here is hoping for a stronger me with lighter heart tomorrow!
Classes start today.
Feeling a bit apprehensive because I decided to take as many classes as possible this semester, and it's going to be tough. But as much as I love studying, and as much as I worry about the future, I really really want to get closer to the finish line.
On top of my classes, I also need to come up with a research question for my master's thesis (hence the book in the picture – hoping for some inspiration). I have a few ideas, but so far, I'm not in love with any of them.
At least the weather's nice! (although we desperately need some rain...)
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post-morning run breakfast
notes upon notes upon notes 🎶
18.04.2025 [🫠]
📑: 작문 시험 공부하기/ The day I studied for the writing test
27.04.2025 [😚]
📧: 독서노트 정리하고 서평 제출하기/ The day I organized my reading notes and submitted my book review
you don’t need perfect conditions to start. you just need to start. five minutes of focus is better than waiting for motivation to come.
bitter pistachio latte; city street walk; a (perhaps more than mild) caffeine addiction
Went to Vienna in February '25 to visit the archive and attend a conference. The archive wasn't very successful, so instead I saw lots of impressionist art!