Living Up To This Post With The Rot Part

yeah. :(

removed stuff from my pegboard to make space for sticky notes :(

will remove the other things soon too :(

(it’s almost like stripping a part of my soul away)

Yes yes I know this too shall pass but christ alive man it's passing like a gotdamn kidney stone

“Hang painting here?” what if I hang myself

10 april 2025

super exhausted- did mechanics.

all this studying is super draining and i don’t even have the energy to yap anymore

hope y’all had a good day

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got off insta again, this app is gonna be my main social media along with Pinterest from now on 🌸

time to acc lock in now 😭

Heyy, where did you get that calendar from?

hihii !! i got this calendar from a local artist at one of the art exhibitions but i’m sure theres something similar online too !! also i realise this one’s completely handmade!!

if i find anything similar online, ill def upload links<3

how do i change my sleep time from 6 am to 12 am suddenly what

cramps are killing me i’m gonna sob goodbye

desk tour !! desk tour !! I've always found your desk aesthetic ...

yesss ofc ml <3 thank you sm

this is the overall view (much neater than usual)

i’ll add pictures and mention what is what 😭💌

starting from the left :

wooden thrifted stand

on the top, there’s an air cooler which is super helpful during summers <3 it only needs water and doesn’t make any noise and also is pretty cheap so def worth it ehe

the lower shelf has my collection of sticky notes <3 i’m a hoarder but i use them all, mostly :)

the pegboard - with cute decor that helps me romanticise my study area, and gives me space for cute storage (headphones, papers, id cards, etc)

below the pegboard is :

ipad and the study area where i normally sit at :), towards the right of my ipad is my calendar (bought from a local artist at an art fair) along with a bunch of lip balms, also has nailpolish and eyedrops 😭 all this placed on top of a pile of five books that i don’t really use for the aesthetic of it :)

also my pen stand is there - cute ceramic stand which holds ALOOOOOT and most of my stationary that i require :)

then comes this -

a wooden stand :

first drawer - miscellaneous items

second drawer - wires

third drawer - handy things (some meds, antiseptic cream, more lipbalm, small clips for keeping papers together)

on top of the stand - a cutie clock, period cramp relief roll on, glue and kinderjoy toys, stapler, and some other medication

next to the wooden stand is my metal rack for papers - has been extremely handy and holds all my papers since grade 10 😭

the wall above my stands has a bunch of postcards with words of motivation or just really cool shi 🤞🏼 along with the medal i won at a science fair this year (i don’t have anywhere else to keep it and im lowk proud of it 😔) and also a dream catcher that a friend gifted me some time ago :)

lastly - books. reference neet books.

and i can’t forget this lil stand that holds my notebooks and is next to my chair :) super handy and is at the verge of breaking but we make do.

THAT IS ALL

THANK YOU FOR THE ASK ANON ILYSM 💌