Heyy, Where Did You Get That Calendar From?

i am not spiralling, i am just following a suspiciously curved path 🤡

absolutely love when the government cares (they’re a whole fucking year late and we all know it’s gonna happen again why do we even try at this point)

Waittttt can we only give jee mains if we have maths?

you can give jee even without math !! but i do have math in my curriculum, regardless im pretty sure pcb can give jee too :))

*cries in pcmb*

ABSOLUTELY LOVE BANGALORE WEATHER AHHHHH <33333

it’s been raining everyday from morning to evening so at around 6-7, it’s the most pleasant weather ever with cold breezes <3

cheap chinese takeout on the night of an exam hits.

26 february 2025

good morning <3

alright i got some good sleep and hydrated myself a lot and i feel much better so let’s get back on track ahh, ive wasted too much time being sick, hopefully that doesn’t happen again until my exams end

anyways,

today’s todo list :

determinants

continuity and differenciability

differential equations

applications of derivatives

hindi - read 4 chapters

modern physics - revise + questions

i really need to get done with my boards portions 😭😭 hopefully i finish it all today

also tryna take a day off coffee since excessive caffeine is known to cause low blood sugar, which might’ve been causing my fainting bouts but let’s see

5 days until my boards, so i’m really scared but it’s okay, we got this :)) (i think)

anyways, i’ll keep updating the post to keep track of how much i’ve done hehe

have a nice day loves <33

4 pm update - i finished determinants and started differentiation, im definitely gonna finish this list today (motivation burst idk how) but i do like differentiation more than integration so that’ll help me get through this 🥲 but yayyyyy at least im down one chapter

8.30 pm update - almost done with differentiation, this is kinda fun yall

12 am update - why is this chapter so long omg, but i finally finished continuity and differenciability 😭😭 now moving onto others, they’re much shorter in comparison so i think that’s good

sometime later update - i realised i did more than just one chapter cus of the way our teacher teaches so yay, im done with math. now some hindi reading (my eyes are closing cus i’ve been off coffee)

rainy days, hot coffee and a shit load of academic stress ☕️🍒

+ never ending to do lists 💌

Yes yes I know this too shall pass but christ alive man it's passing like a gotdamn kidney stone

soooo my dad told me i’m not allowed to do bpharma anymore, so no more plan b :/ neet is my only option apparently? lol i’m gonna crash out gn

Fav books?

i don’t think i remember alot of the books i’ve read but from the top of my head -

shadowhunter series, lockwood and co. (fantasy)

silent patient, 13 reasons why, we were liars, the inheritance games, all the books by karen m mcmanus, THE SECRET HISTORY (the best book i’ve ever read) (all this under suspense/thriller)

white nights, i fell in love with hope (sob stories)

also like letters to my father (kafka), crime and punishment, in order of time :)

prolly a lot more but i can’t remember them now :(

definitely recommend secret history to everyone whose into reading <3 the first two chapters is super boring but it’s genuinely the best book i’ve ever read