Burn Out Is Seeping Through The Cracks.

28 february 2025

starting late but it’s okay cuz it’s integration day, i needed the mental prep 😭 hopefully i finish it off today and have the next two days for revision. day 3 without coffee, it’s getting more difficult, i might cave in 🥲 but anyway :

todo list for today :

integration

application of integrals

differential equations

this’ll take my whole day by itself so yay, if i get some time ill prolly do physics or chem questions - i really miss doing physics questions now 🥲 but yeah let’s see

goodluck loves <3 have a lovely day and stay hydrated 💗

6 pm update - done with 1/4th of integration :))) seems kinda slow but i did a lot of questions so im happy with it

10 pm update - i’ve got 1/2 the chapter left (why is this so godamn long oh god) but yeah 🥲 sounds like it’ll be a late night

clocked in 8 hours of integration until now, my brain is going to collapse into itself

12 am update - done with integration, i give up on the rest for today, goodnight loves 💌

integration is content heavy so i can manage revision and doing the rest of it tmr or day after too

clocked in 9 hours of integration 🥲

days left for boards : 2

Btw do u have a cat (bc of your username)

no acc :( i wish i did tho !! my mom wont let me get a cat but when i move out, i def will !! 😔 regardless - there is a street cat that’s around my home a lot so i play with it and literally any cat i see, i play with

17 march 2025

okay so my plans to sleep early last night ? a complete fail. i fell asleep at 6 am (wth ???) and woke up at 10, exhausted (no shit girl what did you think) but exams won’t wait just cus you’re tired soooooo

to do list :

revise complete biology (again? yes.)

sexual reproduction in flowering plants

human reproduction

reproductive health

principles of inheritance and variation

molecular basis of inheritance

evolution

human health and diseases

microbes in human welfare

biotech 1

biotech 2

organisms and populations

ecosystem

biodiversity

i’m done with around 4 chapters (sounds like v little but my day just started technically so eh it’s okay) gonna be another long night and i’m trying not to have too much coffee cuz i can feel the fainting bouts sorta coming back (why god why)

it’s honestly a tradition for me to get sick during exams (but why this one, i was so excited for it) anyways i’m gonna load up on orsl cus fainting lowk unproductive

also no desk pics today cuz it’s getting really repetitive 😭 but yummy sky <3

anyways i’m gonna get back to studying 🍓

have a nice day my loves <3

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if you’re gonna hate on me or anything of that sorts, you will be blocked <3 😔 it’s my blog and i’ll complain and rant all i want and then i’ll do what i do best and grind my ass off for what i want so shut the fuck up and have an amazing day cuties

7 march 2025

PHYSICS DONEEEEE YAYYYYY

paper went well hehe, it was a good idea to skip dual nature, there was barely one question 😭😭 but yay paper went well

i think i messed up a mcq but it’s okay (gonna bawl over it) now im gonna go home and sleep my day away

i got only one hour of sleep last night 😭 i felt over prepared for the exam but at least it’s over

i don’t think my brain can comprehend any more thoughts, therefore, goodnight

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update -got a good nap, (i can finally see colour), i don’t plan to study today cus i have four days for chem so ill probably just clean up my desk and plan out stuff and try to do some biology, if not i’ll just read a few books ive been wanting to and write a bit hehehhehe

"16 & Becoming"

Heyy there angels!!!!!!!!!, I’m a 16-year-old pre-med student preparing for NEET, chasing dreams of becoming a doctor — maybe even a surgeon someday 💉. A December-born winter soul ❄️, I love math and physics(I'm a math girl omg), and though biology challenges me, I adore its mysteries deeply. My name means nature, and honestly, I carry the whole universe within me 🌱🌌. A proud school topper, bookworm, debater (a really good speaker), and a quiet storm made of Mother Nature herself — I love gardening, cooking, cleaning, and anything that brings me peace 🍃🫖. I am trying to romanticize life in silence, coffee cups, deep thoughts, and studies(trying my level best) ☕🌠. With big ambitions and a love for space, books, and late-night talks, I’m just trying to balance it all — the chaos, the calm, the dreams, and the discipline.

Always looking forward to connecting with people who dream just as wildly and think just as deeply 🌷💫.

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i’m so glad you like it !! thank you so much 💗

is it just me or does anyone else feels like studying and being much more productive when they start using a new pen/refill

17 january 2025

done with oscillation, waves and semi conductors.

went to the stationary and got some cute stationary hehe

got on a three hour call with a friend and studied and solved questions. extremely exhausted right now

i’ll do the rest of my to do list tomorrow.

skipped dinner :(

4 february 2025

i haven’t posted since quite some time now.

i’ve been really burnt out lately but i ordered some coffee today from a cafe and it did make the day better.

what i’ve done in the past two days -

electrostatics - theory + pyq

electric potential - theory + pyq

coordination compounds - theory + pyq

studying physics practicals

molecular basis of inheritance - theory + pyq

d and f block - theory

breathing and exchange of gases - theory + pyq

body fluids and circulation - theory + pyq

human reproduction - theory + pyq

motion in 1-D - theory + pyq

atomic structure - theory + 1/2 pyq

i have my practical exams starting from 6th. i’ve got biology on 6th, physics on 7th and chemistry on 10th. i also have school tomorrow so ill be studying for my bio practicals tomorrow itself (very scared).

i’ve been focusing on 12th portions again so i can concentrate on my boards too. i’ll redo 11th after im done with boards.