All This Feels So Monotonous, It’s Getting Tiring.

thought i’d only put up important content on my sticky notes and all over my desk, turns out everything is important 🤡

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27 february 2025

to do list :

maxima minima

vectors

3D geometry

LPP

probability

a complete math day cus boards are close 🥲 gonna be tiring. im gonna try sticking to my no coffee plan but i doubt it’ll last, math is draining me 😭 anyways goodluck to yall too <33

have an amazing day <33

5 pm update - done with maxima minima and vectors (yay). i suddenly feel really unprepared for inverse trig so ill be revising that too today 🥲🥲

11pm update - done with vectors and 3d, took a nice three hour break cuz why not honestly but yeah i’ve only got probability and lpp left for today so im hoping to be done by 1am yay

12 am update - done with probability hehhehehehe only lpp left, that’ll be done soon (yayyyyy) xx

1 am - done with my todo listttt yayyy, did some skin care too, now off to bed 💌 goodnight loves

long time no see :)

took me a lot of time contemplating - drop or plan b? until i realised i don’t have a plan b - what can be plan b when your plan a was to follow your heart and passions, nothing compares.

so new game plan- the neet score that i estimate for myself is v confusing for the college i’m aiming for so we wait until results and counselling and if i get in then yay but if i dont- drop for 2026. so instead of starting late in august for the drop- im gonna start studying from now (may 19) and study until counselling ends ? hopefully i get in and don’t have to take a drop but if i do have to then at least i wont be too late.

so welcome back. 🌸

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cramps are killing me i’m gonna sob goodbye

burn out is hitting me like a truck. the heat only makes this so much more terrible.

should’ve been finals season in the winter.

gonna pull an all nighter and just get this over with.

what.

mummy ko viteee ke bare me bola toh she scolded me :/ (for waking her up)

i can’t do this anymore

pls if i hear any more construction noise, im going to commit a crime.

BIG LIZARD AROUND MY DESK IM TERRIFIED IM NOT SLEEPING TONIGHT FUCK OFF