24 January 2025

Fav books?

i don’t think i remember alot of the books i’ve read but from the top of my head -

shadowhunter series, lockwood and co. (fantasy)

silent patient, 13 reasons why, we were liars, the inheritance games, all the books by karen m mcmanus, THE SECRET HISTORY (the best book i’ve ever read) (all this under suspense/thriller)

white nights, i fell in love with hope (sob stories)

also like letters to my father (kafka), crime and punishment, in order of time :)

prolly a lot more but i can’t remember them now :(

definitely recommend secret history to everyone whose into reading <3 the first two chapters is super boring but it’s genuinely the best book i’ve ever read

1 april 2025

okay soo i finished the organic lecture and got done with 5 hours of phy part 1 lec (super happy) sooo i think ill be able to finish it off by tmr

i’m gonna end today early cuz i’m really exhausted (don’t know why) also i feel like im out of my burn out phase so yayyy !!

okay so for my lecture - i finished until 2D - which is like 5 hours 😭😭 so i’ll start off with NLM and the rest from tmr

also been really into editing lately so i’ll do some of that before i sleep

goodnight loves 🍊

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31 march 2025

long time no see :)

i haven’t been able to do a lot, i’ve just been super exhausted and unmotivated and i feel like that shouldn’t be an excuse for me to not study, considering my exam is so close but i can feel the exhaustion and burn out in my bones.

well regardless, i’ve been tryna finish a 12 hour organic chemistry lecture and ill finish it today, marking the end of my organic revision.

i also have to start a kinematics / class 11 physics part 1 lecture and that’s also 12 hours 😭 but let’s see, i’m hoping to start it off today me finish it by tomorrow or maximum, day after.

eh anyway, let’s just hope this one month goes by quickly.

goodluck to all of you and have an amazing day and stay hydrated my loves 🌼

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the productivity of the new pen lasted for an hour before i got distracted with editing another video 😭

a day of mental breakdowns 🥰

i have been shockingly (?) productive tdy and i fear the apocalypse is soon approaching.

buckle up, stay safe yallz

im curious, how much did you score in 12th?

stay curious ;)

if i wanted it to be known, id have already shared it <3

thanks for the ask tho xx

(i’m happy with my marks, i just don’t wanna share it on a public platform 🧿)

I love the fact that you are so positive despite personally knowing the fact that your studies must be hell rn (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) im not even finished with 11th grade, but im soooooooo tired and cranky already....and im also going for med school so high five for that!!! :DDD

omggg that’s so coool !! med school isn’t really confirmed yet cuz i’m yet to give my medical entrance but let’s see !!

also im def not positive about this, i just don’t wanna put out negative feelings and have physical proof of my mental breakdowns 😭

लोल 1.7

Series or parallel resistors or series-parallel combination resistors?

Bitch, the only thing I'm trying to resist is the urge to hurl myself into oncoming traffic.

14 march 2025

i just need to read 14 chapters of english and go through the questions so i’m procrastinating alooot 😭

they’re all super short chapters so i’m not worried

anyways- nothing much today, just english all day

so i used my real name for the inappropriate quote generator and damn it’s been spying on me ?? 😭

alsoooo only 51 days left for neet ??? i’m panicking now and honestly i’m so anxious about it, idk how to cope with this and esp during my finals where i can’t really divert away from my boards either and can’t even reduce anxiety by studying for neet. i’m genuienly so scared man :( anyways enough ranting about how overwhelming life is 🤡 just gotta deal with it.