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what’s it called when you’re so disconnected from reality that cold water doesn’t feel like anything and you can barely taste food anymore

i’m sorry? paper leak? bro. i can’t.

so the thing is

i am so fucking done

Straight up "jorking" it in the night

and by "it" haha i mean my will to live...

20 february 2025

long time no seeeee 🫶🏽

it kinda slipped my mind to post, i haven’t been doing aloooooot but a decent amount everyday.

ok i don’t remember exactly what ive done this past week :”) i didn’t really follow my to do list so i don’t have a record of what ive done exactly but here it goes

what i’ve been up to :

alternating current - 200 questions + pyq

solutions - theory for boards, neet + questions (pyq is left)

haloalkanes and haloarenes - theory revision

sexual reproduction in flowering plants - theory + questions + pyq

human health and diseases - theory + questions

microbes in human welfare - theory + questions

excretory products and their elimination- theory

locomotion and movement - theory

neural control and coordination - theory

chemical coordination and integration - theory

coordination compounds - boards

d and f block - boards

electrochemistry - boards + neet + questions

so out of the last six days, i only studied for four (burn out hits hard) but im getting back on track now, hopefully. i’ve quit all my social media, so hopefully i’ll waste lesser time on my phone now. i plan to do one physical chemistry chapter everyday too since its my weakest subject. i’m also trying to do one chapter of organic chemistry, at least the theory. i’ve finished all of 12th zoology and only have three chapters left in 11th zoology which i’ll finish eventually. i’ve got ecology left but i’ll have to do it for my boards anyway so im not too worried about that. (i really struggle with ecology, it’s so boring) other than that, i’ve got 11th physics left and 12th physics questions that im doing one chapter a day, so i’ll be able to cover that too.

exams getting closer is really scary man 🥲 anyways, goodluck to yall too <33

"slut era" i say to myself while massaging my head worried about how im going to succeed academically and make it out sane

what's the name of your Chinese takeout? how much did it cost

😰 who are you

11 april 2025

another exhausting day of physics - i really do need to start chem asw but physics is just so much better but i promise to do chemistry tmr 😭

what i have left - overall:

thermo ktg and shm - questions

12th physics revision + questions - 12hr lecture

11th biology - 12hr lecture

physical chemistry - 11.5hr lecture

inorganic chemistry - 11.5hr lecture

and then pyq’s

okay so i’m hoping to finish the lecture parts by my cet (16,17)

also booked my viteee slot for 21st 9.30 am (mom asked me to book the morning slot so i can come back and study instead of waste my entire day- iconic)

but yeah more or less it.

hoping to finish the remaining of 11th phy by tmr morning and starting of with chem or biology

hope y’all had a nice day

💌

ABSOLUTELY LOVE BANGALORE WEATHER AHHHHH <33333

it’s been raining everyday from morning to evening so at around 6-7, it’s the most pleasant weather ever with cold breezes <3

national testing agency but all its testing is my fucking patience 💔