“ Well If You Hadn't Been Ignoring Me This Past Week I Wouldn't Have To Resort To Such Extremes Now

╰    @midncghts

he always knew that it would difficult to getting into letting alone maintain a long distance relationship. but that notion wouldn't have stopped him as what exactly was he going to lose ? maybe have his heart broken if things didn't pan out as he'd hoped but that was beside that point since he did expect that already so after diving into the many different dating apps available out there and meeting a whole bunch of people that didn't really interest him on face value that is that was until he'd chanced upon the profile of jason and after getting to know each other through many months facetiming and phone calls they eventually ended up dating and yes ! of course it had been difficult at time living so very far from them at the time to not be able to hold them in his arms when he wanted to and vice versa but he still held out hope that they'd meet one day. and to his surprise that dream of his was to come true when he had heard from a mutual friend that the other male was to fly into his city for a couple of days that had obviously made him excited to FINALLY be able to see and hold his boyfriend in person , to finally hold him tightly in his arms and that all of those sleepless nights staying up with them over the phone as they had clearly lived under two different time zones were well worth the wait and as the day approached his heart was already beating wildly out of his chest as he dressed and got ready holding their favorite stuffed toy and balloons in hand as he waited for them to land at the airport ─── that was when he spotted them running over to them and tightly wrapping his arms around them smiling widely in the process. “ omg guess who it is babe ? ”

hozier lyrics, hozier (expanded edition)

❛  i should've worshipped them sooner. ❜

❛  we were born sick. ❜

❛  the only heaven i'll be sent to is when i'm alone with you. ❜

❛  i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. ❜

❛  good god, let me give you my life. ❜

❛  there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin. ❜

❛  it's toying somewhere between love and abuse. ❜

❛  no more alone or myself i could be. ❜

❛  [i/you] lurched like a stray to the arms that were open. ❜

❛  i lay my heart down with the rest at [your/their] feet. ❜

❛  i wonder if it's better now having survived. ❜

❛  i'm so tired trying to see from behind the red in my eyes. ❜

❛  no better version of me i could pretend to be tonight. ❜

❛  [they/you] found me just in time. ❜

❛  cause with my mid-youth crisis all said and done, i need to be youthfully felt cause i never felt young. ❜

❛  it'd be great to find a place we could escape sometimes. ❜

❛  we tried the world and it wasn't for us. ❜

❛  you knew who i was with every step that i ran to you. ❜

❛  would things be easier if there was a right way? ❜

❛  honey, there is no right way. ❜

❛  i fall in love just a little bit every day with someone new. ❜

❛  there's an art to life's distractions. ❜

❛  love with every stranger, the stranger the better. ❜

❛  all i've ever done is hide. ❜

❛  when you kill the lights and kiss my eyes, i feel ike a person for a moment of my life. ❜

❛  but you don't know what the hell you put me through. ❜

❛  it feels good to be alone with you. ❜

❛  there are questions i can't ask. ❜

❛  now, at last, the worst is over. ❜

❛  i know that you hate this place. ❜

❛  there's something tragic about you, something so magic about you, don't you agree? ❜

❛  there's something lonesome about you, something so wholesome about you. ❜

❛  innocence died screaming. ask me, i should know. ❜

❛  there's something broken about this but i might be hoping about this. ❜

❛  we'll lay here for years or for hours, your hand in my hand. so still and discreet. ❜

❛  i'd be home with you. ❜

❛  any way to distract and sedate. ❜

❛  i'm somewhere outside my life. i keep scratching but somehow i can't get in. ❜

❛  don't you stand there watching me, won't you? ❜

❛  don't you join in, you're supposed to drag me away from it. ❜

❛  i'm so full of love, i could barely eat. ❜

❛  [they/you] are sweet as can be. [they/you] give me toothaches just from kissing me. ❜

❛  no grave can hold my body down, i'll crawl home to [them/you]. ❜

❛  you never asked me once about the wrong i did. ❜

❛  [you/they] would never fret none about what my hands and my body done. ❜

❛  if the lord don't forgive me, i'd still have you and you would have me. ❜

❛  why were you digging? what did you bury? ❜

❛  i will not ask you where you came from. i will not ask and neither should you. ❜

❛  just put your sweet lips on my lips. we should just kiss like real people do. ❜

❛  i know that look, eyes always seeking. ❜

❛  i will not ask you why you were creeping. in some sad way, i already know. ❜

❛  you know better than to smile at me like that. ❜

❛  i know who i am when i'm alone. ❜

❛  you don't understand. you should never know how easy you are to need. ❜

❛  don't let me in with no intention to keep me. ❜

❛  it can't be unlearned. i've known the warmth of your doorways. ❜

❛  i'll find my way back to you. ❜

❛  my heart is heavy with the hate of some other man's beliefs. ❜

❛  screaming the name of a foreigner's good is the purest expression of grief. ❜

❛  i feel no control of my body. i feel no safety in [your/their] arms. ❜

❛  all that i've been taught and every word i've got is foreign to me. ❜

❛  it looks ugly but it's clean. ❜

❛  your fight and fury is fiery. ❜

❛  it's worth it, it's divine. i have this some of the time. ❜

❛  you called my name til the fever broke. ❜

❛  i heard a scream in the woods somewhere. ❜

❛  i turned and ran to save a life i didn't have. ❜

❛  i need you to run to me. run to me! ❜

❛  when i was a child, i heard voices. some would sing and some would scream. ❜

❛  don't you ever tame your demons but always keep them on a leash. ❜

❛  you've done me wrong for a long, long time. ❜

❛  after all you've done, i never changed my mind. ❜

❛  please, try to love me. ❜

❛  my love will never die. ❜

xseaofrosesx​:

Minho came out from the employee area with his jacket and his school bag. He slipped the jacket around him and zipped it up. “I didn’t have any place in mind.. I do need something to eat though as we can pick up something on our way through. I haven’t had dinner yet. We can go wherever our heart takes us.” He moved a little closer to him as they walked along the busy streets.

he was quite surprised that the other male had still decided to go along with him tonight as he was almost half expecting them to not even show up after they said that they’d go with him after their shift would end. or at least that they did come back to him that they’d just outright avoid him or just plain ignore him acting like he was not even there at this time but it wasn’t like he had ever doubted minho as they did still return and willingly still wanted to go with after their shift had ended in hindsight though that reason why he’d been thinking like that at the time was probably due to the fact that despite being quite CLOSE or at least friendly acquaintances in the past they had gotten off on the wrong foot due in part to the people around them with the both of them quickly becoming victims after the aftermath of samuel and jae breaking up after many years of being together as couple and with samuel not really taking the lose very well not at all actually quickly loosing his mind and caving into those dark and lurid thoughts swimming around in his own head obsessing over wanting to get back together with the latter at any cost necessary with the both of them getting caught in the crossfire of that and drifting apart but now that they have this new lease on life they could start from the beginning and become friends with one another slowly but surely overtime even develop something even deeper than that time could only tell on that though flashing a warm smile to the other male as they had come out wrapping his free hand around their shoulder as they walked down the busy street glancing over at them maintaining eye contact as they spoke  “  no worries about my friend we can eat anywhere you’d like it will be my treat maybe   ?   now where would you like to eat   ?   ”  he asked still smiling as they continued to walk down the street with nowhere to go really at this point until he suggested.  “   oh   !   maybe we could go to the han river and eat some street food there   ?   if you’re up for it of course since i heard it can very pretty at this time of night.   ”   he added pausing briefly to wait for their answer to his suggestion.    

damagcdart​:

peony grasped at her heart, over the dark maroon sweater that kept her cozy and warm. there was something wrong, in the sense of the unknown. she placed the cups on a nearby place, and ran the tissues along the areas that got splashed, thanking him again in the process. 

makade nenookaasi shared the wealth with nature, all things born with the air, the wind, the fire and the water. all of the elements were known as home to the spirits who had guided and allowed peace to the journey forward. once she realized that the love between the two slowly started cracking, the heart of hers had tried to stay strong and calm the emotions that had fallen. her heart, her soul wanted to bind the broken connection, though this different kind of wealth was so unknown to anything she believed in … though, to survive, she had to make the abrupt decision to leave. to run in hopes that reincarnation could bring them together, that spiritual love can last longer than humans know. she didn’t want this to become a mere dream, in which she would wake up crying, and craving the warmth that she knew with him. the birch bark canoe no longer brought a piece of adventure, as the tears in the water below stained her eyes. the cries had gone on, a part of her heart had been missing, the second they lost physical contact. her form had died, the emotions went to the water, the flame, the gusts of wind that travel with the leaves. in order to keep her mind at bay, she made sure to give life meaning, to appreciate each and every single day… and now that she had her last breath… all she wondered was when they would meet again and how powerful it would be to look at him, knowing the love she had didn’t shatter. she kept it growing instead. 

“i am a party goer. and don’t apologize. i do happen to be lost in the train of thought too. you aren’t alone is what i mean to say. i got invited out too. three month anniversary of friendship.” she had hoped to remain in a steady headspace, but being beside this stranger… drumming. she could hear a hummingbird, along with a woman singing. “you… “ peony wanted to apologize as she went to wipe a tear off her cheek. more and more tears simultaneously fell. “i don’t… trust me. i don’t want to cry in front of you. i don’t know what’s gotten into me.” she turned her face away. “honestly, i was going to offer you a drink for helping out… but now i feel pathetic asking you while i am a mess.”  

it was more and more evident that just being near each other was already starting to effect each other more than they’d hope. which from the outside looking in was rather strange was they had NEVER meet one another beforehand and there clearly was such a deep and profound connection already built up between the both of them and obviously it would be like he wanted to jump to conclusion here and just come out with it that he thinks that they are his long lost lover that had died alongside their love many many years ago how ridiculous would that sound to any other person   ?   he’d just as quickly laughed at mocked for the duration he would studying at the school at least that was the mere thoughts that were running through his mind at that time it was something he was telling himself moreso knowing if anyone of his brothers were here with him right now they’d just as easily tell him that there was no proven way that they were them that what he was feeling inside was nothing unless he could prove for a fact that the person standing in front of him right now was the same person that he had loved with all of his undying heart that he’d just as easily given over his kingdom and then some to her in order to make her happy and that he’d gave up all of his riches and privileges that he had at birth right he’d gladly throw all of that way like it was nothing to have her again in his loving arms. but then again he could not as easily deny what he was feeling inside of his heart that as previously stated that he just felt in his gut feeling that despite never seeing this person ever in his newly reincarnated life was the one his only true love but how exactly was he going to prove them to anyone let alone to the people that he grown to care for over the centuries as them just randomly out of nowhere crying was just a mere coincidence maybe it was because of something unrelated in their life maybe it really was the universe’s way of saying that this was the sign that they had finally found one another after many centuries looking for each other through their shared lifetimes he just had to stick out with them in order to found out the truth of who exactly they were and if they really were the one he’d been looking for all of this time and plus it would have been more than rude to leave them in such distress like this without trying his best to console them as it was just in his nature that hadn’t changed since he’d died all of those years ago to help out anyone and everyone who were in trouble letting out a cheeky laugh in response to their previous words covering his mouth with his free hand  “   HAHA that makes sense.   ”  he said before his lips began to slump downward when he’d noticed that they had began to cry out of nowhere showing how worried he’d become of her despite not really knowing that much about them at this party gently placing his arms onto her back rubbing slowly and taking her hand into his  “   oh  !  no what happened   ?   did i say something wrong   ?   i’m so sorry if i did.   ”

xseaofrosesx​:

this chanced encounter had clearly been a surprise to the both of them at this point as he’d obviously never expected in a million years to run into a childhood friend on the street like this. but they were again standing in front of each other after what felt like a lifetime apart only to be reunited on a random cold afternoon while he was running some errands before he had to pick up his kids from their daycare in a couple hours   ,   from face value they hadn’t changed one bit from the very last time they’ve seen each other again in the flesh only time could tell if they had still remained the same person they were when they were playing together as kids regardless of that though he was still very much glad to run into the other male again like this and wanted more than anything to rekindle their long lost friendship again if they were comfortable doing that themselves of course he did have to confirm that fact much later into their current conversation having to first APOLOGIZE for sneaking up behind them and surprising them like this settling down the things he was currently carrying in his arms in order to bend down to pick up the various supplies they had gathered for something he’d have to figure that out a later date obviously handing everything back to them once he did letting out a soft chuckle in response feeling very apologetic for pretty much scaring them like this  “   i’m so sorry for scaring you but yes it’s me dooyoung.   ”  he said slightly bowing before continuing on with his words  “   you must be hyunho right   ?   unless i’m sorely mistaken instead.   ” he added feeling almost for certain that the man standing in front of him right now was that childhood friend he had growing up in his pack all those years ago but he still wanted to make sure that was them before delve in deeper with them and rekindle once again their what he’d thought their long dead friendship up until now that is though.     

open to : m or f .

despite only being together for a couple of months there was no way that he could ever leave them. even if he wanted to which neither one of them did want to in the first place due in fact that through the course that short span of time dating each other they had slowly , but surely gotten obsessed over one another that there was no one in this world that could and would have them no matter what that no matter how toxic or abusive their relationship might have been both past and present they were never in a million years ever leave each other why even would they ? especially knowing that they were all that they needed in this life as they could easily cut off contact with friends and family without a single notice and be with each other. well it was while they were at a party for a mutual friend of theirs that the dark side of their relationship did FINALLY come into light plain for everyone to see as they had made their way through the party greeting the people that they knew as they did with ares only really staying by the sidelines keeping his clear distance from everyone knowing how they were so possessive of each other especially in social situations like this only giving the occasional nod here & there to other people in order not to provoke those jealous tendencies of each others now ! well with that being said though they didn't heed their own advice it seems as from the corner of his eyes he notice them standing and talking to someone a little too close for his liking instantly seeing red as he pushed his way through the crowd before reaching his intended target grabbing them by collar of their shirt roughly baring his fangs “ just what do you think you're doing with what's mine buddy ? ”

in honor of bang chan's birthday pls click the ♡ for a starter from one of my bang chan fcs or any of my other skz fcs thanks.

more threads for my female & nb muses pls ? *pleading*

"Wait so you're afraid of me? I guess I probably shouldn't have taken you on a date in the woods then huh? You'd better start running"

╰    @levantcrs

on the surface there seemed to be nothing out of the ordinary between the both of them. as throughout the short time they've gotten to know each other they have gotten pretty close with one another though being like this did already really raise eyebrows as they were not the most likely of pairings as she seemed very innocent and clean while him on the other hand was the complete opposite being very rough around the edges , without a single care in the entire world only really looking after himself and of course as if like clockwork she had been warned about him and his reputation around town for being more than a bad boy even being labelled an outright danger to her and her budding singing career but that hadn't really deterred them both from being friends or maybe even something more ? as the more and more they spent time together there was already something bubbling under the surface with the prolonged maybe accidental eye contact and the hand holding though it wasn't like woohyuk was the type to gain feelings for the other just because of those surface level things as there was no way he would ever let himself become so weak & venerable with someone but it was different with hyemi as she just made him feel all so warm and fuzzy on the inside almost like he was truly loved by her in the platonic sense of course which he'd never felt before in his life really though there were lingering thoughts that what if all of this was just face value that they truly were just FRIENDS with one another nothing more nothing else and yes ! those sort of things did take quite a lot of time to get an answer to but it wasn't like he'd received that privilege as one day while they were going through their typical day together hanging out doing nothing really in particular his once closed off heart had maybe by accident who really knows on that what he really wanted to say out loud as they were just holding hands “ you're so pretty. ” he said but once his brain had fully been made aware what he had just said to them he sat up on the bed they were both laying down on covering his mouth with his hand wishing he'd never said what he said not really knowing what he had to say next until “ oh shit ! i'm so sorry about that hyemi must have been a slip of the tongue ─── i'm so in love with you. ” he added already going red in the face as he was still in shock on what he was even saying right now.