So Good You Puke It Out And Then Eat It Again

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boy that jaw

mike faist as jack twist and lucas hedges as ennis del mar in brokeback mountain

Sorry, but the whole “Hector is wearing Achilles’ own armor, taken from my corpse. It looks, almost, as if Achilles is chasing himself.” part just has me thinking… Who is Achilles truly hunting down on that battlefield? The man who killed Patroclus, or the man who let Patroclus walk into his demise? Who is Achilles trying to punish? Who is he truly trying to kill? Hector or himself?

queer summary: old gay man without a purpose sets his eyes out for a seemingly straight young man. the experienced one is desperate for connection to a point he takes them out to a jungle in South Africa in an attempt to do "telepathy" with mysterious weed. the drug freaks the young one since it feels like they are merging together. he leaves the sugar daddy and never comes back. Daniel Craig dies alone on a hotel bed while imagining he's cuddling him.

and it's even worse when they pride themselves of being "slave free". it is teached in school that ottomans didn't took slaves then just describe "cariye" to you which is a woman you stole from her motherland when you lay destruction there.. bruh

It's very interesting to listen to history lectures that first say that there was no slavery at a certain period of time, and then follow it up with something like: "women didn't have the right to marry at their free will, property was passed down from father to son..." and so on.

you are absolutely sure that there was no slavery, right?

there is this girl on Instagram that keeps posting about how she wanted to be a Marine biologist but went to work in the sex industry and as a 18 year old she makes me wanna kill someone... you can see the light leave her eyes as the photos come closer to present

I might be off the mark here but I feel like so much of what other women call gender envy is just wanting to be sexually desirable without having to be a pristine passive object. It’s wanting to be active and kind of gross and rough around the edges and weird and attractive on your own terms, which is completely understandable, but bleak that those are only considered possible for men. 

"There were only the remains of what she left behind in her country.(...) The son she couldn't bring along,the son whom she wasn't sure would forgive her for it. She would have loved to explain her reasons for leaving him. Why she took his sister Sumeya with her but not him. To recall what were they doing to girls in their country, Gine. She remembered vividly the time they took her away from home, and hold her legs down.The splitting pain that forced her to faint, the known agony coming back everytime her husband laid with her and like a repeating torture with every birth she carried to term. The ugly act that were passed down from generation to generation.That offense to womanhood...

She couldn't let them do that to her daughter.Albeit she knew it was inescapable. She once heard 96% women in Gine was "cut". Although she never want to school, she knew that this meant. It meant her mother, her sisters, her neighbours, her cousins, her friends... It also meant Sumeya.(...)One friend of hers told her the way out. "You can only take one child with you. You cannot cross it with two. " So she made her pick. It was the most devastating choice she had to endure but she had made it to The Palace in a exhausting year. Sumeya was saved. "

Laetitia Colombani delivering a woman's memories about vaginal mutilation in her novel Les Victorieuses.

favourite 2024 albums → THE GREAT IMPERSONATOR by Halsey

"I hope once you listen you will find that behind this theatrical facade is a record I made in a time of grave existential bewilderment. The album is sad, this is true. It's frenzied and calm all at once somehow. To have it in the world with the knowledge of all that I learned while I was making it, is a profound feeling."

I truly do apply the idea of "prioritizing women" in my daily life. I will stop to help women with things but not men. I do data entry for work and if I receive something to enter from a woman that has a typo or punctuation error I fix it for her, but if it's a man's work I just copy it exactly as is and send it through. I extend the benefit of the doubt to women but never to men. Even on the road if I can see a woman driver who needs to merge I let her in, but if I know it's a man, he's gotta wait till I pass. I treat women how men treat each other and give the same amount of grace to men as they spare for women (nearly none). It's the little things.