Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye You were bigger than the whole sky You were more than just a short time And I've got a lot to pine about I've got a lot to live without I'm never gonna meet What could've been, would've been What should've been you What could've been, would've been you-
Taylor Swift
i know i have friends but i feel like i have no one to talk to about the sh*t that goes on in my head - anonymous
if it still makes you cry,
it still matters
-parth
every night I think “wow this might be the night I go to bed early” and every time without fail I fuck it up
Happy birthday dad. You should have turned 48 today, instead you will be 41 forever.
I love you.
I miss you.
Gelukkige verjaardag papa <3
-We were too young and immature to give up, you idiot.-
One last letter to my dad.
Dear dad,
I'm really struggling with life right now, even tho everyone thinks i'm doing better. I mean, I quit hurting myself and I don't think about dying as much as I used to. But I realised for the first time in 5 years you're not coming back, you're gone, death. I was 11 when you died and in two months i'll be 16, my brother will be 18 next year, can you believe it. We both have grown a lot and we would be taller than you by now. we've learned a lot in school, in life... And life went on, you were gone for a year, I just blinked and suddenly 5 years went by. And for the first time since you passed, I lost the feeling of hope? I hoped that you would come back, that everything was just a joke, but it isn't, you're really gone and I'm supposed to accept that. So now i'm gonna try to move on, live my life as normal as I can. I will think about you and try not to feel guilty. I hope you're proud of me, but I am letting you go now, until we meet again.
Goodbye Dad
Lots of love - xxx-
"hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the darkness" - Desmond Tutu