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Happy birthday dad. You should have turned 48 today, instead you will be 41 forever.
I love you.
I miss you.
Gelukkige verjaardag papa <3
He was as tall as he was tall, and his eyes were the color they were. To describe his hair one would say that he had some. His face had all the features you'd expect, and none of the ones you wouldn't. "There he is," people would often say of him, but only when he was there. And they were right.
every night I think “wow this might be the night I go to bed early” and every time without fail I fuck it up
This makes me feel more confident about my art. I don't think it's the best thing in the world, but the process of making it gives me the best memories.
Don't just do things because you're good at it, do things because you enjoy them.
my singing voice is good for showers and mornings in the kitchen and drunken nights and lullabies for babies who need sleep and im okay with this
How to stop feeling like I'm not meant for this world
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye You were bigger than the whole sky You were more than just a short time And I've got a lot to pine about I've got a lot to live without I'm never gonna meet What could've been, would've been What should've been you What could've been, would've been you-
Taylor Swift
"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside of me. I cannot even explain it to myself." - Franz Kafka
One last letter to my dad.
Dear dad,
I'm really struggling with life right now, even tho everyone thinks i'm doing better. I mean, I quit hurting myself and I don't think about dying as much as I used to. But I realised for the first time in 5 years you're not coming back, you're gone, death. I was 11 when you died and in two months i'll be 16, my brother will be 18 next year, can you believe it. We both have grown a lot and we would be taller than you by now. we've learned a lot in school, in life... And life went on, you were gone for a year, I just blinked and suddenly 5 years went by. And for the first time since you passed, I lost the feeling of hope? I hoped that you would come back, that everything was just a joke, but it isn't, you're really gone and I'm supposed to accept that. So now i'm gonna try to move on, live my life as normal as I can. I will think about you and try not to feel guilty. I hope you're proud of me, but I am letting you go now, until we meet again.
Goodbye Dad
Lots of love - xxx-
You only have a certain amount of energy, and right now you're using all of it to survive.
That's okay!!
"hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the darkness" - Desmond Tutu
i know i have friends but i feel like i have no one to talk to about the sh*t that goes on in my head - anonymous
if it still makes you cry,
it still matters
-parth
You've shown me I have reasons I should love myself - (BTS) Answer: Love Myself
-We were too young and immature to give up, you idiot.-