I Know I Have Friends But I Feel Like I Have No One To Talk To About The Sh*t That Goes On In My Head

Realising I spent a whole year of my life being sad, makes me sadder than I ever was. And that brings me right back to where I started.

quotes

-We were too young and immature to give up, you idiot.-

You've shown me I have reasons I should love myself - (BTS) Answer: Love Myself

How to stop feeling like I'm not meant for this world

You only have a certain amount of energy, and right now you're using all of it to survive.

That's okay!!

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye You were bigger than the whole sky You were more than just a short time And I've got a lot to pine about I've got a lot to live without I'm never gonna meet What could've been, would've been What should've been you What could've been, would've been you-

Taylor Swift

I felt homesick while I was living at home. I wasn't missing a place, I was missing a person.

One last letter to my dad.

Dear dad,

I'm really struggling with life right now, even tho everyone thinks i'm doing better. I mean, I quit hurting myself and I don't think about dying as much as I used to. But I realised for the first time in 5 years you're not coming back, you're gone, death. I was 11 when you died and in two months i'll be 16, my brother will be 18 next year, can you believe it. We both have grown a lot and we would be taller than you by now. we've learned a lot in school, in life... And life went on, you were gone for a year, I just blinked and suddenly 5 years went by. And for the first time since you passed, I lost the feeling of hope? I hoped that you would come back, that everything was just a joke, but it isn't, you're really gone and I'm supposed to accept that. So now i'm gonna try to move on, live my life as normal as I can. I will think about you and try not to feel guilty. I hope you're proud of me, but I am letting you go now, until we meet again.

Goodbye Dad

Lots of love - xxx-

if it still makes you cry,

it still matters

-parth

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