Coke Zero, The Love Of My Life

literally hunger does such weird stuff to a person because I literally hate the chicken we have for dinner all the time so usually it's easy to skip it but lately I'm like "dammm that sounds so good rn" because it's been so long since I've had meat 💀

Heading to the bathroom to weigh myself first thing every morning like it’s Christmas

Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs

quick reminder: take your vitamins ✨

Day 1: Stats

CW: 34 kg / 75 lbs

H: 153 cm / 5 ft

BMI: 14.5

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I usually avoid tumblr out of shame after a binge but I wanted to make a list of all the negative feelings that come immediately after and things to remind myself next time

I feel so physically uncomfortable

I feel ugly

My clothes look ugly

Stomach cramps

Teeth feel fuzzy

Gassy

Guilt and self hate

I feel heavy and moving takes more effort

I’m bloated

I feel like a failure with no self respect or control

I feel lethargic

I’m now in a shit mood and taking it out on people around me

I feel sick

I wasted money on mid food when there are 5000 things I’d rather save money for

The short term satisfaction was not worth it. It felt good for literally the few seconds the food was in my mouth and now I hate myself

The cravings will pass

Feeling empty is so much better than feeling full

Idc if you’re on your period. Grow up

F4st1ng/r3strict1ng feels sooooo much more rewarding

However hungry you are right now, you can wait until you get home where there is plenty of healthy food that won’t make you feel guilt

No, you don’t need to buy the box of snacks just to have on hand because you can practise restraint and only have one. You will eat the whole box. Save your money, don’t even go into the shop

I’m further from my goals than I was this morning

I had come this far without binging and now I’ve ruined my progress and have to start again

I’m terrified to weigh myself tomorrow instead of excited to see how much I lost

The longer i go without a binge, the easier it gets

The post binge clarity has me stressing the fuck out but what’s done is done, all I can do now is try to be better.

I have a very exciting new discovery! Dance workouts! It might seem silly but they're actually making working out and burning calories fun and less torturous. I can burn 200 calories in less than an hour. They work much better than jogging in place. So very proud of that one, although... I did go over my 500 kcal limit today by a landslide, but I burned off all the excess!

P.S. Do you guys have any tips for any upcoming events? I have a party coming up tomorrow and a celebration the next day and I have not prepared at all. Should I try to adjust my kcals or just not focus on the food at all/avoid them?

All I need is -5kg

Is it too much to ask for??

I miss my honeymoon phase... Why is it so difficult to lose 3 kg now...

IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK TO LOSE TEN KGS IN TWO WEEKS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭