Considering I Was 17 On My Last Meet The Artist, I Figured It Was About Time For An Updated Version

Throwback to the time I opened tumblr with my sister standing behind me, and as she saw the t on the loading screen she loudly exclaimed "ARE YOU ON TINDER???" and I had to break it to her that, no I was NOT on tinder, but was in fact just a massive nerd logging onto the destiel website...

Another gif

I know I know - cliffhanger, right? I kinda suck, but part 2 will be out in a couple of hours, fear not!

Thanks to the amazing @ozonecologne for giving me permission to draw her wonderful ficlet, which made me cry twice. With like, a handful of words. Go send her some love!

You can read the wonderful thing here (x). 

Also please click on the images if you wanna see them at a decent resolution. Either me or tumblr messed it up xD (also if someone has a tip on how to fix it, pls share!)

EDIT: at first it was two parts, now everything is here cause it looks prettier. 

Being an extremely extroverted person with chronic fatigue sure is a fucking trip

What do you mean I can only be outside of my house for like 3 hours a day???? I need to TALK to people, be SOCIAL, have shit HAPPENING

Shoutout to my flatmate that gets attacked with a fucking monologue any time she dares exit her bedroom. Cause then I've been sitting in the shared living room for HOURS, just charging up shit to say, and everything spills out at once the SECOND theres a living soul there to listen to me

Merman Cas from @malmuses fanfic “a fish out of water”, thanks to @lizleeships for the gorgeous art linked to the fanfic, it helped me a lot with the design

Update: said cat apparently also loves caramel pudding

I made pizza and ended up with a bit too much ham, decided to give it to my cat. She ended up eating some of it but wasn't really too interested, she ended up leaving quite a bit of it.

What did she find that she absolutely loved and I physically had to tear her away from? Arugula... you know, the green kinda bitter kind of salad. She absolutely loves it.

The cat in question: (her name is Hiro)

I think we all should take a moment and think about this guy in my friendgroup in highschool

One of our other friends said she was so jealous of how boys had so dark luscious eyelashes without even trying, while she, with her thin blonde hair, were basically unable to grow any at all

The guy than said "well, it's obviously cause we dont cut them like you girls do"

He was also one of those boys who didn't think people could pee with a pad on or a tampon in

I feel the need to mention that this guy has a sister, and was part of a friendgroup with 7 girls and 2 boys. He was not some sheltered boy who had never seen a girl

Bobby really strikes me as the kind of man to not give two fucks about anyone's sexuality. He's read too much lore about non-humans to be so hypocritical as to assume heterosexuality is the default for any living being.

I like the idea that he's seen so much shit he just doesn't care, as long as the people he cares about are happy and no one is hurting anyone else.

He's dealt with so much toxic masculine bullshit from some of his hunter peers that, for the sake of not causing a fuss, he's just rolled his eyes at and hidden behind a book and a beer.

When Dean was a young hunter Bobby could see he was especially close with his male friends, caged by a homophobic father who he tried desperately to please. A father who warped Dean's perception of those friendships and taught him shame and fear of that kind of love between two men.

Bobby was no fool. He saw the way John changed Dean; closed the door on his lingering glances at the guys in the street and catapulted head first into his love for women and booze. But he wasn't about to make the boy's life any more complicated so he just figured one day Dean would figure it out for himself again and he would know that Bobby didn't care at all.

His brand of love was acceptance without prying. Caring for the boy's safety and giving him hell when he needed to hear it. But never, never making him feel shame.

If John ever suspected/caught Dean being too friendly with his buddies, and called Bobby, his response was always:

'He's your son, he's still young and figuring himself out and, shit, he deserves that chance to be young.'

'And your point is? What? So you ain't gonna love 'im? Ain't he proved himself to you time and time again?'

'i don't care what he might've done with any Tom, Dick or Harry, as long he ain't dyin in a vamp nest right now'

Years later, Dean and Bobby never talk about it in so many words but Dean never feels the need to say anything. He just knows that when he finally figures this thing out with Cas, Bobby will understand.

After Cas' death he struggles with the immense pain left by this new hole in his chest that he can't quite fill, and he wishes Bobby was there to just give him that unconditional acceptance again. Even if no words are spoken, he knows he's safe there.

Even in Heaven, Bobby's knowing look when he mentions Cas' name, sends a little nervous warmth across Dean's chest and down to his fingertips. He grips his beer tighter, the bitter taste of his father's disapproval in his mouth, but knowing that the man next to him has his back. Knowing that they both know where he's going to go next and who he's going to be looking for.

Funfact about Norway's universal healthcare

Not all kinds of treatments are covered. I have a bunch of back problems from my tourettes, so I see a chiropractor once a month, he is amazing and fixes everything in like 10-15 mins. But, Norway doesn't believe in chiropractic treatments, so I have to pay privately (or my mom pays). What treatment could I get covered? A fucking massage... I have tried it, yk, state funded massage, and it does not help at all whatsoever, and takes waayy longer, and leaves me needing a shower after cause they use oils and shit

I do find it kinda funny that the state is willing to pay for a treatment that does not work at all, but are unwilling to sponsor a treatment which works absolutely amazing every single time, and likely costs less in the long run

What if Dean died first?