I Know I Know - Cliffhanger, Right? I Kinda Suck, But Part 2 Will Be Out In A Couple Of Hours, Fear Not!

Why did no one tell me soup is so fucking easy to make????

Just chucked some vegetables in a tray, drizzled over some olive oil, put it in the oven for like 20 mins, threw it in a blender with some vegetable broth and BAM. soup.

Feels like sorcery

Not falling into a seasonal depression is so much fucking WORK

Like, I have to have reminders on my phones for the few hours a day the sun is out, so I can make sure I actually go see it. Then I also have to be VERY strict about my sleep schedule, cause if I fuck that up I'll suddenly sleep through the sun hours. And I have to make sure I get enough sleep (for me 10-11 hours a night, I know, a lot, but I'm disabled) but I also need to make sure I don't sleep too much cause then I won't be able to see the sun or sleep the following night.

I also have to be super rigid about taking my meds and vitamin d, cause you know damn well we don't get anywhere near enough vitamin d from the sun in norway.

And on top of all that I have to go to work, make dinner, clean the house, make sure my cat's needs are met AND try to have a social life.

Not to mention I can't use my moped during the winter seasons, so I have to take the bus everywhere (I'm gay, I can't drive, shut up) which takes fucking FOREVERRRR

And don'teven get me STARTED on the clothes situation. I'm always too hot, practical in winter, right? WRONG. I have a cold allergy, so if any part of my body (especially areas with a fat reserve) gets too cold, it starts itching and swells a LOT. On my face that's easily remedied, I just make sure to wear a face covering, one extra layer is enough. Upper body is also easy, I have a thick coat. But, my thighs???? My main problem area??? I cannot deal with wearing an extra layer under my pants, because 1. It gets way too hot the second I walk into my workplace. And 2. It feels fucking AWFUL

Anyways, I love my country and am never leaving

Supernatural Masterdoc

I'm working on an excel sheet of all the deaths and a lot of stats surrounding that for Supernatural. Hopefully this link sharing thing works, click here to see the document! (it should change whenever I make changes to the original)

(there are occasionally some glitches cause I'm not very pro at excel and a lot of my formulas are very creative workarounds lol. Such as Bugs being both the nr 2 and 3 safest episode)

Cas and Dean finally getting to celebrate pride

“I could fix dean” well i assembled him like an ikea closet so

Another gif

Let's all take a moment to remember the way my computer engineer dad (in like 2014) watched me playing minecraft, came up to me and asked "hey, do you want me to fix it so everything isn't so square and pixelated?"...

My mom died laughing

I'm rewatching supernatural for like the third time, you know, as you do, and in season one episode eight, the famous Bugs episode, and a lot of you probably already know this, but there’s this kid, Matthew Pike, and his actor is the same guy who later plays Samandriel in season 8 I'll have you know, I was shook when I saw his face pop up just casually holding a spider.

Why didn't anyone warn me that dr. pepper isn't just another version of coke/pepsi???? I was over here thinking it was basically the same thing, had a sip, and it tasted like play do???? How are people drinking this????

Being an adult with adult money is so fuckkng hard.

Cause I do TECHNICALLY have enough money to get the 800$ tattoo I've been wanting for a year now.

But then I'd have to use like a 5th of my savings, and I live paycheck to paycheck, eith absolutely nothing leftover whatsoever, so I kinda really need my savings for stuff like glasses, clothes, vet bills etc.

But the money is RIGHT THERE