Okay Soooo, Didn’t Do It. I Tried, Really… I Even Ordered Some Føød But I Don’t Know If I’ll

I know it’s normal to get bløated and a little bit bigger during your period which leads to a temporary w3!ght gain… BUT WDYM I FEEL LIKE A HIPPO HEYDWHEJDNKAN??🦛

And I have to step on a sc4le in 2 FCKING DAYS !!! Imagine.. just imagine.. if the cøll@rbønes I’m seeing RIGHT NOW are just an illusion due to my důmb, deficient, m3nt4lly ill emotional sponge that serves me as a brain??

I think I going crazy, this is irrational thinking but I can help freaking out aaaaaaah

To my dear digestive system, Could you do your work properly for once? 4 days.. it’s starting to get a bit long hahahaaaaaaa 😊

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 💃

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Snack/Lunch~ 1 corn ice cream + 1 onigiri spicy chicken Diner~ the other half of a vegetarian pizza with tempeh on top + papaya + cucumber

Total:~ 1400 💫

MY COLLARBØN3S ARE SHOWING MORE AND MORE!!! AAAAAAAAH What a great day

Pleeeeeease

a nonchalant man is NOT for me

OMG OMG OMG

-3 on the sc@l3 ??? In a week!! And I didn’t count the liquids that I drank this morning (~1L)

I know it’s probably a lot of water but I still feel so happy it’s going down, KEEP GOING DOWN (to myself)

I constantly have to remind my FCK!NG BRAIN that NO 1500 IS NOT OVER3@T!NG !!! It’s LITERALLY the bare minimum for a 9 yrs old to consume like WHAAAAT

I feel bad about what I @te.. Not because I feel stuff or hate my bødy but just cause I @te

I feel light and comfortable but just the fact that I took the liberty of having slightly more than what I was supposed to does not feel good at all

Trying to convince my dumb brain right now that I did not eat more than usual, just not on the same time but it not willing to understand apparently

DAY 30 youhouhou

For my stats I won’t have my real CW right now BUT

Wa!st~ 71-72–> 65

@rms~ 30–> 26-27

CW~ 56–> 53

My reality check is that maybe reaching 60 around my wa!st in 2 months was a little bit to much lmao (I still have two weeks but I don’t now if it’s humanly possible)

And my @rms always been the most difficult part so for now I am happy that’s it’s not going up (BUT PLEASE GO THE FCKING DØWN OMG)

I’ll update the CW on Sunday :)

Overall I’ll feel happy and miserable at the same time so it’s kinda weird lol

Oh and my cøll@rbøn3s are visible now and my h!p bøn3s just starting

FØ0D DAIRY

Last 3 days

Add more coffee and u good ☕️☕️

Sat≈ 1800

Sun≈ 1200

M≈ 1800

Tuesday coming soon..