“That Girl Will Never Shut Up. She’ll Always Have So Much To Say And When She Says It She’ll Probably

“I’m addicted to you. I’m not sure what it is but you keep me sane. You manage to silence my demons. You know me. Every single time something is up, you know. No matter how high my walls are, you see through. I can’t hide myself from you because you know me. You know me and that scares me. I’m addicted to you and maybe it’s because for the first time someone actually knows me. I can’t fake a single smile no matter how hard I try because you know me. You’re my addiction and I don’t know how to stop it. You know me so even if I try to let you go you would know, so I guess… Don’t let me go because I need you, but it’s not just that… just like you know me, I know you. I know you just as well as you know me, and I’m still not sure if that’s a good thing.”

— 12:14 AM thoughts

This happens way to often, but no one sees it, no one notices, no one cares.

“I showed you who I was. My hopes, my dreams, my fears. You handed it all back and said it was all too much. You turned and walked away. And people wonder why I have trust issues, and why I have a hard time believing someone when they say that they are there for me. I guess I have you to thank for that.”

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“You are what I have been waiting for, the person I should have been with. But I stop myself from having feelings. I stop myself from thinking we have something special. Because not only do I not want to lose you, but I don’t want to lose myself again.”

— not for another heartbreak.

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2am thoughts

The first person you think in the Morning, or last person you think of at night,

Is either the cause of your happiness or your pain

Sometimes both

“People like me are meant to be alone, Because half the time I won’t even notice your name no longer lights up my phone. I’m a walking contradiction, 
An as*hole with a heart of gold.
I’ll show you what love should really look like,
 But make sure to leave before any of it can unfold I have a contradiction that will always
 Prevent me From loving you Because I have Sadly learned Early in life 
That people leave I will be clingy But never get closer 
Be demanding attention
While keeping at bay I have my fear Of commitment
 Solidly embedded In me But once you’re here
I will hold on Until you can no Longer support me I am a contradiction 
Of emotion and impulse 
Of lonely and together
Of holding on and letting go”

— nickglendenning, anonymous 219

““Why did you run away … from me?” “I didn’t want you to realise how broken I was - how many nightmares I carried. I didn’t want those nightmares tainting your dreams.” Silence - the hands of Time suspended in the air. Then came the withering chime - the last goodbye. “You should have trusted my dreams to chase away your nightmares.””

— My Heart Bleeds Poetry #28 Charlene Pablo ( via @inevitable-realities )

“i’m not going to pretend that you weren’t a huge part of my life, because you were. you were the biggest part of my life. regardless of what may happen in the future, where our paths take us, or who we become, i think a little part of me will always wish it was you next to me.”

— maybe in another life