“You Are What I Have Been Waiting For, The Person I Should Have Been With. But I Stop Myself From Having

there is something so comforting about sadness. about throwing things on your bedroom floor and not picking them up. about binging reality tv in the dark for 14 hours straight. about lying in your bed and not moving while the world continues to turn around you. overwhelming and heavy depression is comforting because it’s familiar. it allows you to sink into yourself and rot there for as long as you want. thats the vicious cycle with depression, it takes everything to not give into the comfort and familiarity that comes with it.

I needed a hug. I needed to cry on someone else’s lap. I needed someone to shrug off all this hate and pain consuming me. But I only had myself. And I was never enough.

“People like me are meant to be alone, Because half the time I won’t even notice your name no longer lights up my phone. I’m a walking contradiction, 
An as*hole with a heart of gold.
I’ll show you what love should really look like,
 But make sure to leave before any of it can unfold I have a contradiction that will always
 Prevent me From loving you Because I have Sadly learned Early in life 
That people leave I will be clingy But never get closer 
Be demanding attention
While keeping at bay I have my fear Of commitment
 Solidly embedded In me But once you’re here
I will hold on Until you can no Longer support me I am a contradiction 
Of emotion and impulse 
Of lonely and together
Of holding on and letting go”

— nickglendenning, anonymous 219

no matter what i do, I still ache. I still yearn for your touch, and every time i wake up I pray that it was all a bad dream - but im faced with the awful, painful, gut wrenching reality that: it isn’t a dream. it’s all real and you don’t love me anymore.

Meet The Moon Signs Part 2

{Part 1}

Libra Moon

Derives cynicism based on lack of optimism

Most likely born into a family with strong opinions and judgment

Is a true poetic and romantic

Sometimes they fear emotional expression

There’s never an opportunity missed where their opinion wasn’t viewed

Has a great sense of defensiveness (based on past lives)

Other’s are naturally drawn to those people with Moon in Libra just by how in-touch they are with fairness and the artistry of the heart

Has a hard time finding themselves when in a rut

Will find the beauty in everyone

Will daydream a lot

Scorpio Moon

Might have grown up with a bad relationship with their parents

Is the most secretive person you’ll ever meet

Deep need for a soulmate

Experiences deep emotions (based on past life experiences)

Has a tendency to suppress their anger (also past life experiences)

May have experienced isolation as a child

Is meticulous

People are naturally drawn by the mystery of their presence

Sagittarius Moon

Sometimes lacks control

Naturally empathetic

Has a fear of commitment

Always a need to expand

Makes the best out of every situation

Has a spirtual connection to nature

May speak for others based on their bluntness

Fears the cage of expectations

Capricorn Moon

Can be super moody

Got along with their father growing up

They may have grown up in a home with lack of fun or grew up parenting themselves

They compete with themselves

They’re good at controlling their emotions

They hold many emotions to themselves which can lead to illnesses (based on past lives)

Can hide their emotions through sarcasm

Must have control in any situation (based on past lives)

Are very knowledgeable

Aquarius Moon

Most likely to be popular

Will always question you

Will think they know almost everything about you

Will build up emotions

Always feeling like they need approval from others

Emotional stability is dependent (based on past lives)

Has stubborn opinions

Gets abstracted from their own emotions

May have a large family

Oversees emotional needs from self and others

Good with a circle of people

Has a talent for diversity and leadership

Always sees the bigger picture

Most likely the only extrovert to recharge themselves alone

Pisces Moon

You’ll never get anything personal out of them

The best healers

Can be very religious

Can be pretentious

Most likely has had a hard time with food or nutrition (based on past lives)

Has a hard time understanding their own emotions

Every little thing effects their mood

They intuitively feel other people’s pain

Good at reading emotions

Has a great charm

Is most likely psychic

Good at reading people’s energies

Great at perception

Has a great imagination but harsh perfection of idealism

I never really understood why kissing was such a big deal. But then you kissed me. And oh boy, I never wanted to stop. Feeling the sparks through my entire body, that feeling was surreal. I could do that for days and days on end. You tasted so good, kissing you was one of the most addictive things I’ve ever done. But now you aren’t here to kiss me. You’ve got me wishing that we’d never kissed.

What if nobody makes my heart flutter the way you did?

“maybe the universe didn’t want us together, but i sure as hell did”

— but we can’t always get what we want, can we?

““I just laugh now when I think about you and me, because it’s funny how I even let you get that close to me.””

— - wasted years